31st March..... last day of March... A memorable day again....
For some reason, I have 3 wallet now and I don't know what to do with them. Hmm... can I sell them? LOL...
Tomorrow is April fool day. What kind of prank will you get?
Hmm.... yesterday night I couldn't sleep at all. My mind was in a chaos. I have been thinking whether that silly decision made by me was right or wrong.
Yesterday about 6pm, Lovely came online. I was damn happy and so I double clicked her to chat with her. We were chatting happily but suddenly... something came into my mind. I wanna tell her the truth...because I think she deserve to know the truth. But after knowing the truth, I am gonna be cruel by asking her to leave me.
So I called her and she picked up the phone on msn. I started telling her the truth about what I have been thinking after she left SG and about my parents too.
Well.. I am sorry.... I think she deserve someone better than me.If her father is aware of the truth about my parents, I am sure he will not accept me as Koreans are very particular about family background. I told Lovely not to tell her father because I don't want them to quarrel.
The problem between us isn't something serious. But both me and Lovely have no more energy left to fight this long battle. Maybe our love isn't those kind of couple love. Maybe it's those kind of brother-sister love instead.
I feel guilty when I ask her to leave me. But my instinct tell me that both of us will feel better if we break up. So she asked me if I am serious and I was like ya.... So I guess we are close friend right now. She taught me lots of stuff and I appreciate it... it's just that maybe..... we are not meant to be together as a couple. We are meant to be together as a best friend.
I believe she is able to find a caring boyfriend who can love her more than I love her. Sorry,Lovely... I broke your heart again. But this is gonna be the last time. We won't feel so tired anymore.
So yesterday night when I was sleeping... my conscience came to haunt me. My conscience tell me that I shouldn't have done that... I should have hang on. But my instinct tell me that I should end this pain before we waste more time.
sigh.... love is sweet but painful. Since I chose to let her go..... I am not gonna regret it anymore... I respect that silly decision made by me. May god give her all the happiness that she should have. May my instinct prove me that my decision is right. Take care, my new sister. :)
31 March 2010
30 March 2010
30/3
watching cruel temptation on channel U. Sigh... damn sad... both Shen aili and qiao bing died in the sea.
Oh well... since the director want both of them to die, they have to die...lol... but seriously it's very touching. Almost cried....
What's the latest drama or movie that made you cry? I remember mine was a movie called 'money no enough 2'. The part where the grandmother sacrificed her own life to save her granddaughter.
My mum promised to buy me a can of Heineken today but she said it's out of stock. Hmm... a supermarket that runs out of Heineken... LOL.... what kind of supermarket is this?
Nothing much to talk about today. Let me share with you a joke. You may have heard it before but still, it's funny.
3 men went to an isolated island to search for treasures. They fell asleep in the middle of the night. The next morning, they woke up and shouted for help as they were tied to a tree. 4 barbarians came and the leader started to speak. He wants the 3 of them to find 10 fruits of the same kind and bring it back here within 2 hours. If they fail to do so, they will have to die.
An hour later, the first man came back with 10 apples. The barbarian leader asked him to push these 10 apples in his bum one by one without any expression. If there is any expression, he will be killed.
The innocent man pushed the first apple in.It's painful but he bore with it. He pushed in the second apple and it's too painful for him. He shouted out loud and he was killed.
The second man came back with 10 cherries. He was asked to do the same task by the barbarian leader. The innocent man pushed in the first cherry and he finds that it's pretty easy. So he pushed the cherries in one by one till the 9th cherry. He was about to push in the last cherry but he started laughing out loud instead. He was killed for laughing.
In heaven, the first and the second man met. The first man asked him why did he laugh? It's such as waste as he's almost finishing. The second man replied him: I was about to push in the 10th cherry but I saw the third man walking back with 10 pineapples. LMAO.
Oh well... since the director want both of them to die, they have to die...lol... but seriously it's very touching. Almost cried....
What's the latest drama or movie that made you cry? I remember mine was a movie called 'money no enough 2'. The part where the grandmother sacrificed her own life to save her granddaughter.
My mum promised to buy me a can of Heineken today but she said it's out of stock. Hmm... a supermarket that runs out of Heineken... LOL.... what kind of supermarket is this?
Nothing much to talk about today. Let me share with you a joke. You may have heard it before but still, it's funny.
3 men went to an isolated island to search for treasures. They fell asleep in the middle of the night. The next morning, they woke up and shouted for help as they were tied to a tree. 4 barbarians came and the leader started to speak. He wants the 3 of them to find 10 fruits of the same kind and bring it back here within 2 hours. If they fail to do so, they will have to die.
An hour later, the first man came back with 10 apples. The barbarian leader asked him to push these 10 apples in his bum one by one without any expression. If there is any expression, he will be killed.
The innocent man pushed the first apple in.It's painful but he bore with it. He pushed in the second apple and it's too painful for him. He shouted out loud and he was killed.
The second man came back with 10 cherries. He was asked to do the same task by the barbarian leader. The innocent man pushed in the first cherry and he finds that it's pretty easy. So he pushed the cherries in one by one till the 9th cherry. He was about to push in the last cherry but he started laughing out loud instead. He was killed for laughing.
In heaven, the first and the second man met. The first man asked him why did he laugh? It's such as waste as he's almost finishing. The second man replied him: I was about to push in the 10th cherry but I saw the third man walking back with 10 pineapples. LMAO.
29/3
Went out today to my mother's friend house. Her baby is so cute... haha. Went home to bath and went out to Hougang plaza. Waited for Hup to come and went upstairs to play pool. Had great fun with the 3 of them. Went to have dinner after that and window shopping... haha... window shopping is nice....especially when you don't have money. LOL.
Hmm... something's wrong with my laptop battery.
The woman in the picture above is from Korea. Her name is Lee Young Ae. She's the main actress in the drama 'jewel in the palace.'
I was a fan of her after I watched her drama. I was touched by her when I saw the behind the scene of jewel in the palace. She was having fever and it was raining heavily. Instead of resting, she was memorizing her script.
Anyway, she got married a few years ago to a Korea businessman in America. It's said that her husband own an American passport. So did her husband migrate to USA or is he still a Korea citizen? lol... kinda confused.
Sigh... my Heineken umbrella is spoilt. I want to buy another one but it's not for sale. The umbrella isn't on the promotion anymore... sob sob... :'(
I WANT MY HEINEKEN UMBRELLA!!! sigh.. damn upset...
Dear readers, anyone of you have it? I am willing to buy it at a high price. :D
Hmm.. what was I trying to write?.....erm.... I forgot what I wanna say after thinking of my umbrella.
Oh yes, do not ever judge a book by its cover and front page. You must read the book to understand it. Well.. actually I am talking about human. It's just that I am using the book as an example. Most people search for their girlfriend/boyfriend based on appearance first.
Imagine you get to know a beautiful girl. You are her friend and you liked her. You spent lots of time trying to date her out. One special day, she accepted you. You are extremely happy. But months later, you find that her behavior is bad. Her attitude is even worse. Who can you blame? You can only blame yourself for choosing that book with the title 'Richard's life' thinking that it's a fantastic book but after reading 5 pages, you will say this book sucks.
So if we shouldn't find a girlfriend/boyfriend based on appearance, what should we look for?
The answer is just a word. Instinct.
Follow your instinct. Your instinct will help you judge that person. Your instinct will tell you what kind of girlfriend/boyfriend she/he will be. In general, believe in yourself.
Do not rush, you need time to understand him. You may feel that you know him very well but the truth is you don't know him. Do not let halo effect affect you.
Do take your time to find out who you truly love. Do drop hints purposely. Do care about him.
No one is perfect in this world.
Following my DO and DO NOT is definitely not enough. There are so many things you wanna consider when choosing your partner. Just follow your instinct and take action on the right time. Erm... the action I am referring to is not rape. It's to drop hints.
I am not joking. You seriously need the right time to drop hints.
Remember Richard's 2 principles of dating.
1: Everyone is allowed to have one girlfriend/boyfriend only.
2: Do not date a girl who just broke up with her boyfriend. If you rush, she will take you as a replacement. Same goes to the girls.
If you follow this Richard's 2 principles of dating, you are safe.
Well, if you can't agree with what I have been saying, I apologise for that. They are just my opinion. :)
Hmm... Hougang mall is having big sales. They are selling comic books. Some at $0.50 each and some at $1 each. Damn cheap right? The first thing I did wasn't to choose which one to buy. The first thing I did was to see if Kingdom hearts comic book is there. I bought it for $8.50 each. I will kill them if there is Kingdom hearts. lol.
Hmm... something's wrong with my laptop battery.
The woman in the picture above is from Korea. Her name is Lee Young Ae. She's the main actress in the drama 'jewel in the palace.'
I was a fan of her after I watched her drama. I was touched by her when I saw the behind the scene of jewel in the palace. She was having fever and it was raining heavily. Instead of resting, she was memorizing her script.
Anyway, she got married a few years ago to a Korea businessman in America. It's said that her husband own an American passport. So did her husband migrate to USA or is he still a Korea citizen? lol... kinda confused.
Sigh... my Heineken umbrella is spoilt. I want to buy another one but it's not for sale. The umbrella isn't on the promotion anymore... sob sob... :'(
I WANT MY HEINEKEN UMBRELLA!!! sigh.. damn upset...
Dear readers, anyone of you have it? I am willing to buy it at a high price. :D
Hmm.. what was I trying to write?.....erm.... I forgot what I wanna say after thinking of my umbrella.
Oh yes, do not ever judge a book by its cover and front page. You must read the book to understand it. Well.. actually I am talking about human. It's just that I am using the book as an example. Most people search for their girlfriend/boyfriend based on appearance first.
Imagine you get to know a beautiful girl. You are her friend and you liked her. You spent lots of time trying to date her out. One special day, she accepted you. You are extremely happy. But months later, you find that her behavior is bad. Her attitude is even worse. Who can you blame? You can only blame yourself for choosing that book with the title 'Richard's life' thinking that it's a fantastic book but after reading 5 pages, you will say this book sucks.
So if we shouldn't find a girlfriend/boyfriend based on appearance, what should we look for?
The answer is just a word. Instinct.
Follow your instinct. Your instinct will help you judge that person. Your instinct will tell you what kind of girlfriend/boyfriend she/he will be. In general, believe in yourself.
Do not rush, you need time to understand him. You may feel that you know him very well but the truth is you don't know him. Do not let halo effect affect you.
Do take your time to find out who you truly love. Do drop hints purposely. Do care about him.
No one is perfect in this world.
Following my DO and DO NOT is definitely not enough. There are so many things you wanna consider when choosing your partner. Just follow your instinct and take action on the right time. Erm... the action I am referring to is not rape. It's to drop hints.
I am not joking. You seriously need the right time to drop hints.
Remember Richard's 2 principles of dating.
1: Everyone is allowed to have one girlfriend/boyfriend only.
2: Do not date a girl who just broke up with her boyfriend. If you rush, she will take you as a replacement. Same goes to the girls.
If you follow this Richard's 2 principles of dating, you are safe.
Well, if you can't agree with what I have been saying, I apologise for that. They are just my opinion. :)
Hmm... Hougang mall is having big sales. They are selling comic books. Some at $0.50 each and some at $1 each. Damn cheap right? The first thing I did wasn't to choose which one to buy. The first thing I did was to see if Kingdom hearts comic book is there. I bought it for $8.50 each. I will kill them if there is Kingdom hearts. lol.
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