Watched online show until 4pm today. Bath and went to my korean school to take my certificate and the free dictionary. Rushed back home and it's already 6pm. I am kinda late..haha... so I put my things and took the gift with me to Li xin's house. Ran alot today..haha
Reached her house at around 7+ and searched for kean. After that me and his friends played games for hours before going back. Cool... I was so hungry that I ate 4 plates of fried rice. It was damn delicious... especially when I am so hungry..haha...
I love my nike shoe. I know wearing a branded shoe doesn't make you run faster but psychologically, it does. I kinda enjoy running with my nike shoe...haha...
hmm... today my family went to sentosa. My mum said she wanted to see the casino and I was like huh? You wanna enter?...lol... she said she just wanna stand outside to see how it's like. It's expensive to go in... just like that $100 fly away...which I agree.
I seriously wonder what is the government doing? Long ago I remembered Lee Kuan Yew saying something like there will never be a casino in Singapore. So why there is now? I know one of the biggest advantage is the revenue collected from the casino. But did the government consider of the disadvantages? If you watched the news, there are many cases of crime occurring because of the casino in Singapore. For example, the recent case is a foreigner who lost his money in sentosa due to gambling and robbed a handphone in Changi airport after that. Fortunately, he was caught.
With the majority disadvantage compared to the minority advantage, I think the casino in Singapore shouldn't be opened at all... but well... I am just a Singapore citizen... I am just alone... what can I do? Even if the whole Singaporean agree with me....even if everyone of us riot.... there is nothing we can do to stop the government... they are the one who have the power to decide... sigh....
I just hope that the government know that the casino in sentosa will not only attract foreigner to come... it will also attract more Singapore to gamble...
Anyway... don't feel like talking about that anymore...
Time to watch my show... take care!
28 February 2010
27 February 2010
25 February 2010
25/2
Hmm... today isn't really a good day I would say. I set my alarm clock to ring at 7.30am and it rang.. but I off it and I slept till 8.15am. I am going to be late for my business accounting exam soon so I hurried out to take the bus. I reached the exam hall at 9.20am and heard that the examiner said we may start reading now. So I put down my bag and sat at my seat.
I sat down and the first thing I did was not to start reading those questions. The first thing I did was to calm down because I rushed there... my mind was in chaos. To relax, I looked around me and I saw this guy just right beside me. His seat number is 615. Mine was 628. He seems rather calm. Because he is calm, I can tell he is expert in accounting and his speed is what I want to compete with. He may belong to the top 5% of the cohort.
So after that it was 9.30am and the exam starts now. I spent 5 mins doing the MCQ as they are pretty easy. After finished the 15 MCQ, I sense trouble because I know the 30% of the theory question will be in one of the structured question. I was doing question 2 and I would say it reduced my time and speed. Question 2 is one of the main reason why I didn't leave the exam hall early this time. I spent 30mins just on question 2a.
The question tell me to open the cash flow statement just for the operating activities part but to make sure that my amount was correct, I worked out the investing activities and financing activities to double check and I found out that I didn't tally with the net decrease in cash which is 6000. So I panicked... the chaos in my mind was back and I worried... because if I cannot tally, there are only 2 possible reasons. 1) I am wrong. 2) The question is wrong. Memory of Sean suddenly came to me and I recalled that he say if something is wrong, it's always good to perceive that you are the one who is wrong. So I redo the wrong thing again and again but I still get the same answer. I saw peter ooi which is my lecturer and I wanted to ask him about this but I didn't because I know what will he answer my question. So I decided to ignore the fact that I cannot tally and just assume that I am correct because time is insufficient.
Question 3 onwards was easy... but question 4 is a whole question on theory and I believe my question 4a is totally BUANG liao. I didn't study theory at all. Yesterday I was watching television and playing game the whole day. But the rest I manage to do all. The guy beside me finished at around 11am and indeed his speed is what I expected. I would have finished at 10.45am if I didn't spend so much on question 2. But anyway, I manage to finished the whole paper at 11.10am. I was a bit surprised that I can finish the paper on time. I wanted to leave because 11.15am onwards I can't leave anymore. I was about to stand up but I remembered I am suppose to give a friend of mine her birthday gift that I bought and made for her and I am supposed to eat lunch with qu xin. That's the 2nd main reason why I didn't leave the exam hall early too..lol... So I remain seated till 11.30. Meanwhile... I am still bothered by question 2. The fact that it cannot be tallied really sucks. But then assuming that I am wrong, I am sure 98% of the whole cohort will wrong too. Only 2% of the top expert will be able to do it correctly.
Times up... we handed in the paper and I rushed to qu xin to ask him if he tried to tally the amount too. I felt relieved that he can't tally too. So I believe I am not wrong. It's not meant to be tallied at all.
After that me and qu xin went to ITAS to eat. Suddenly feel kinda sad because we know that 1B23 is going to get separated soon. But the good news is that we get to have new friends.
Finally... exam is over...all over... I wanna find a job...sigh.... anyway... I am 100% sure that I can get A and above for my calculus,microecons,bus stats,business accounting. Marketing I don't really care and POM I don't really have the confident that I can get A. Maybe I will get B+ bah...
Reached home and my brother was on his way to school. So I accompanied him and today is the first day I saw Mandy... the girl who my brother have been talking about...lol...
I wonder how long did I sleep... I missed the 7pm show that I love the most today.. sian...
Hmm.. I end here bah... wish everyone enjoy their holiday... people who still have exam, good luck. :)
I sat down and the first thing I did was not to start reading those questions. The first thing I did was to calm down because I rushed there... my mind was in chaos. To relax, I looked around me and I saw this guy just right beside me. His seat number is 615. Mine was 628. He seems rather calm. Because he is calm, I can tell he is expert in accounting and his speed is what I want to compete with. He may belong to the top 5% of the cohort.
So after that it was 9.30am and the exam starts now. I spent 5 mins doing the MCQ as they are pretty easy. After finished the 15 MCQ, I sense trouble because I know the 30% of the theory question will be in one of the structured question. I was doing question 2 and I would say it reduced my time and speed. Question 2 is one of the main reason why I didn't leave the exam hall early this time. I spent 30mins just on question 2a.
The question tell me to open the cash flow statement just for the operating activities part but to make sure that my amount was correct, I worked out the investing activities and financing activities to double check and I found out that I didn't tally with the net decrease in cash which is 6000. So I panicked... the chaos in my mind was back and I worried... because if I cannot tally, there are only 2 possible reasons. 1) I am wrong. 2) The question is wrong. Memory of Sean suddenly came to me and I recalled that he say if something is wrong, it's always good to perceive that you are the one who is wrong. So I redo the wrong thing again and again but I still get the same answer. I saw peter ooi which is my lecturer and I wanted to ask him about this but I didn't because I know what will he answer my question. So I decided to ignore the fact that I cannot tally and just assume that I am correct because time is insufficient.
Question 3 onwards was easy... but question 4 is a whole question on theory and I believe my question 4a is totally BUANG liao. I didn't study theory at all. Yesterday I was watching television and playing game the whole day. But the rest I manage to do all. The guy beside me finished at around 11am and indeed his speed is what I expected. I would have finished at 10.45am if I didn't spend so much on question 2. But anyway, I manage to finished the whole paper at 11.10am. I was a bit surprised that I can finish the paper on time. I wanted to leave because 11.15am onwards I can't leave anymore. I was about to stand up but I remembered I am suppose to give a friend of mine her birthday gift that I bought and made for her and I am supposed to eat lunch with qu xin. That's the 2nd main reason why I didn't leave the exam hall early too..lol... So I remain seated till 11.30. Meanwhile... I am still bothered by question 2. The fact that it cannot be tallied really sucks. But then assuming that I am wrong, I am sure 98% of the whole cohort will wrong too. Only 2% of the top expert will be able to do it correctly.
Times up... we handed in the paper and I rushed to qu xin to ask him if he tried to tally the amount too. I felt relieved that he can't tally too. So I believe I am not wrong. It's not meant to be tallied at all.
After that me and qu xin went to ITAS to eat. Suddenly feel kinda sad because we know that 1B23 is going to get separated soon. But the good news is that we get to have new friends.
Finally... exam is over...all over... I wanna find a job...sigh.... anyway... I am 100% sure that I can get A and above for my calculus,microecons,bus stats,business accounting. Marketing I don't really care and POM I don't really have the confident that I can get A. Maybe I will get B+ bah...
Reached home and my brother was on his way to school. So I accompanied him and today is the first day I saw Mandy... the girl who my brother have been talking about...lol...
I wonder how long did I sleep... I missed the 7pm show that I love the most today.. sian...
Hmm.. I end here bah... wish everyone enjoy their holiday... people who still have exam, good luck. :)
24 February 2010
24/2
yea.... finally the last paper is here... micro was super easy today. I wonder what will be tested tomorrow for BA. It's 100% sure stock card will come out... I am 99.99% sure bank reconciliation will come out too... but the remaining 2 questions I wonder what are they.... sigh.... I wonder what strange theory question they will ask too.
Studying for last paper... jia you... it's gonna be over very very soon.
Studying for last paper... jia you... it's gonna be over very very soon.
23 February 2010
23/2
POM paper is over. YEAH!!!! only micro and BA left... these 2 are easy to me.. but it depends on what is the question asked too. POM paper was normal but interesting... because what we memorized is paid off... unlike marketing paper.... sian. I didn't really manage to finish the pom paper on time because I spent too much time on the MCQ. But anyway, I know I did my best so I won't regret. Studying micro currently... good luck to everyone... 2 more papers left.. hang on.... hold on tight. It's going to end soon.
On my way back home... I looked out and I saw this man jogging. He caught my attention and I was impressed with his stamina. He manage to job from Ubi Eunos to Hougang non-stop. Can you believe that? His stamina is fantastic. How I hope my stamina can be half as good as his. I was in bus 25 and whenever the bus stop at the bus-stop, he will be able to catch up with the bus I am in. So damn cool....
Oh ya... I got addicted to channel U every monday to friday at 7pm.. that show called 'wife's temptation'. It's nice...haha....
Oh no... look at the time... gotta stop writing now... it's time to study!!!
On my way back home... I looked out and I saw this man jogging. He caught my attention and I was impressed with his stamina. He manage to job from Ubi Eunos to Hougang non-stop. Can you believe that? His stamina is fantastic. How I hope my stamina can be half as good as his. I was in bus 25 and whenever the bus stop at the bus-stop, he will be able to catch up with the bus I am in. So damn cool....
Oh ya... I got addicted to channel U every monday to friday at 7pm.. that show called 'wife's temptation'. It's nice...haha....
Oh no... look at the time... gotta stop writing now... it's time to study!!!
22/2
Hmm.... it's 23/2 right now because I didn't have time to blog yesterday because of POM. Around 3 weeks ago I started studying POM and I manage to memorize everything. So within these few weeks, I studied others and neglected POM. So yesterday I was revising and I realise that I can't memorize a single thing. My mind was totally blank... partly because I was distracted by the television and the internet. So I tried to memorize but still.... nothing goes into my brain. So I ate my dinner at around 11pm+ and continued memorizing. After eating, it's kinda weird... it's like the food gave my brain energy to study and I finally manage to memorize what is needed. Sigh... had a tough time.... and I believe people in my class are going through the same process with me.
22 February 2010
21/2
studying studying studying... sigh.... I wonder what are the questions that they will ask tomorrow..lol..
anyway... good luck to everyone taking the test tomorrow.
anyway... good luck to everyone taking the test tomorrow.
21 February 2010
20/2
Yo yo guess what?
22nd of Feb is coming... haha... meaning the stupid exam that you have been waiting for is coming real soon...
Oh well... don't be stress... don't be sad.. just remember that 'know means know, don't know means don't know'. If you tried your best, there is no reason why you should regret.
Anyway, woke up at 12pm and took a bath. Reached my korean school at 1.30pm and there was a test today which I was scared because I didn't really study... I don't have time to study it also because my main exams are coming and they are more important. So I before I take the test, my teacher go through what are the things that will be tested and I was shocked... seriously shocked... because they are going to test things like how to say monday in korean and the problem is my teacher didn't teach us at all... So I panicked with fear and I am sure I am going to fail this exam...
The revision ended and the test begin. I read the questions and as you know, the first few questions tend to be easy so I can manage them but the last few questions are like hell... They asked me how to translate these koreans words to english and I was like huh? what is 어서 오십시오. Luckily I remembered what he went through in the revision and I realise that it means welcome. After that I got stuck at one question. They asked me what is 천(counting words)? I seriously forgot what is it... I know it's pronounced as Cheon but I don't remember seeing this word before. So I just raise up my hand and ask la... I am sure he will help me.. so he wrote on the whiteboard a chinese character. That's when I know what is it... it means 千。 Meaning a thousand.
Our paper got marked immediately and we were told that those who get 88 marks and above will get a free korean dictionary. I didn't get to see how many marks I got but I was told I got 90 and above which means I can get that dictionary. :D I will be getting a certificate too.. haha... Finally passed it....
Hmm... I wish I could talk another half an hour but time is insufficient... I got to study now.... goodnight..... good luck to.... erm.... to everyone who is reading my blog now. Good luck to everyone who is not reading my blog too... hai ya... just good luck to everyone that I know of lah.... Anyway, believe that you can do it.... have confidence... may the force be with you.
22nd of Feb is coming... haha... meaning the stupid exam that you have been waiting for is coming real soon...
Oh well... don't be stress... don't be sad.. just remember that 'know means know, don't know means don't know'. If you tried your best, there is no reason why you should regret.
Anyway, woke up at 12pm and took a bath. Reached my korean school at 1.30pm and there was a test today which I was scared because I didn't really study... I don't have time to study it also because my main exams are coming and they are more important. So I before I take the test, my teacher go through what are the things that will be tested and I was shocked... seriously shocked... because they are going to test things like how to say monday in korean and the problem is my teacher didn't teach us at all... So I panicked with fear and I am sure I am going to fail this exam...
The revision ended and the test begin. I read the questions and as you know, the first few questions tend to be easy so I can manage them but the last few questions are like hell... They asked me how to translate these koreans words to english and I was like huh? what is 어서 오십시오. Luckily I remembered what he went through in the revision and I realise that it means welcome. After that I got stuck at one question. They asked me what is 천(counting words)? I seriously forgot what is it... I know it's pronounced as Cheon but I don't remember seeing this word before. So I just raise up my hand and ask la... I am sure he will help me.. so he wrote on the whiteboard a chinese character. That's when I know what is it... it means 千。 Meaning a thousand.
Our paper got marked immediately and we were told that those who get 88 marks and above will get a free korean dictionary. I didn't get to see how many marks I got but I was told I got 90 and above which means I can get that dictionary. :D I will be getting a certificate too.. haha... Finally passed it....
Hmm... I wish I could talk another half an hour but time is insufficient... I got to study now.... goodnight..... good luck to.... erm.... to everyone who is reading my blog now. Good luck to everyone who is not reading my blog too... hai ya... just good luck to everyone that I know of lah.... Anyway, believe that you can do it.... have confidence... may the force be with you.
20 February 2010
19/2
Sigh... so fast.... so fast 19th of feb.... exam is coming in just a few days time... finally manage to study finish my marketing... got to buck up on my micro. It's kinda weird that macroecons is easier than macroecons. But the matter is some people have the opposite thought of mine... so this shows that scoring in micro should not be difficult.
Anyway... studying my korean stuff now because of the test tomorrow. But.... sigh.... no confidence.... I need some motivation... especially from her....
You know... motivation does work... it creates some kind of psychological encouragement that makes you feel good. When you work part/full time... when your manager say the word 'well done' to you... you seriously feel good of yourself.
Meeting with sean at the same mcdonald tomorrow at 8pm. Hopefully Leslie can come too... so that we can study together.
내일 만납시다.
Anyway... studying my korean stuff now because of the test tomorrow. But.... sigh.... no confidence.... I need some motivation... especially from her....
You know... motivation does work... it creates some kind of psychological encouragement that makes you feel good. When you work part/full time... when your manager say the word 'well done' to you... you seriously feel good of yourself.
Meeting with sean at the same mcdonald tomorrow at 8pm. Hopefully Leslie can come too... so that we can study together.
내일 만납시다.
19 February 2010
18/2
hmmm. . . Using my phone to blog so i cant talk much. As usual, studying marketing. Just started studying my korean notes because saturday is my test. . . Dont even know if i will pass or not. Sigh. . . . . .
18 February 2010
17/2
Hmm.... Today I realise that I am repeating my same old mistake. When I was in sec 5...going to take my O level... I focused too much on A math even though I am 100% sure that I can get A1 in my A math. So I focused too much on it and neglected my POA which I only got A2. Today I realise that I am focusing on marketing too much and I have neglected others like BA,micro and POM. Am I underestimating micro and pom or am I just overestimating marketing? I am spending most of my time daily revising marketing only which I find it a mistake that I once did before. Sigh... I think I should concentrate on micro and pom... these 2 subjects are the one that I should worry more on...
Anyway... today my sister bought a new laptop... meaning now she have 2 laptops... wtf... she say her current laptop can't view any video because of the limited memory space. LOL... so she bought another one... what a waste of money. Today is I gambled with my auntie and mother.... but I was suppose to study!!!! lol... Saturday is my korean test and certificate will be given only if I pass. If I get 88 marks and above, a free korean dictionary will be given to me too... but the matter is I don't know what are they testing me on? Feel damn stress because next week is my exam period. Currently I have finished studying everything except BA and bus stats. Purposely leave BA and bus stats at the end because I know for sure that I will get at least an A for these subjects. I finished revising micro and pom... currently memorizing alot for marketing.... going to finish it soon...
As usual, good luck to 1B23. Study hard... jia you... hope to see you guys soon....
Anyway... today my sister bought a new laptop... meaning now she have 2 laptops... wtf... she say her current laptop can't view any video because of the limited memory space. LOL... so she bought another one... what a waste of money. Today is I gambled with my auntie and mother.... but I was suppose to study!!!! lol... Saturday is my korean test and certificate will be given only if I pass. If I get 88 marks and above, a free korean dictionary will be given to me too... but the matter is I don't know what are they testing me on? Feel damn stress because next week is my exam period. Currently I have finished studying everything except BA and bus stats. Purposely leave BA and bus stats at the end because I know for sure that I will get at least an A for these subjects. I finished revising micro and pom... currently memorizing alot for marketing.... going to finish it soon...
As usual, good luck to 1B23. Study hard... jia you... hope to see you guys soon....
17 February 2010
16/2
Oh dear... I sense trouble... I don't know if there is DPA meeting tomorrow because of the juniors... there is no one I can contact now.... sigh...
Went to Orchard ION then River Hongbao today and wow... I am surprised there are games to play there this year. The machines are operated by Uncle Ringo which is super famous.
Tired and busy liao... can't blog anymore... got to study... good luck.
Went to Orchard ION then River Hongbao today and wow... I am surprised there are games to play there this year. The machines are operated by Uncle Ringo which is super famous.
Tired and busy liao... can't blog anymore... got to study... good luck.
16 February 2010
15/2
Tiring day. Took so many cabs. I saw many photos in my facebook... all those happy memories.... they are making me smile.... 1B23 is going to get separated soon... but in our heart, we will always be together... that's what I believe. I don't have much time left... I got to memorise fully my marketing and micro. This saturday got korean test also... The bad news is I don't even know what they going to test? Damn it... I haven't study it too because of chinese new year... got to chiong everything liao... woosh... jia you!!!
15 February 2010
14/2
Hmm.. time pass so fast... so fast one day gone. Anyway, I finally get to wear my nike shoe today.... it feels so good. Went to my grandma house and relatives start coming and red packets get more and more too..LOL... but I spent the whole day doing something as a gift for my friend's birthday. Quite tired today.... went to other places too.
That's all bah... Happy New Year to everyone. :)
That's all bah... Happy New Year to everyone. :)
14 February 2010
13/2
Hmm... happy chinese new year to all of you... tomorrow is gonna be a busy day... children will collect red packets... adults will play mahjong/drink beer/ chat all the way. Tomorrow is actually valentines day also. Many couples will be going out to romantic places.... perhaps watch movie etc. Hmm.. thinking back... I think I have never went out with any of my gf during valentines day before..LOL... ya.. not even once. I think the problem doesn't lie on my gfs. I think it's on me because when I go out, I have to let my mother know and if I go out on valentines day, she is going to question me alot of stuff... So I think that's why I always hesitate to go out during valentines day... but then sigh... thats the day for couple to go out... so every year I always have to apologize... lol.
Studied micro today and finished pom and marketing. hmm... memorizing marketing is a bit hard because you will find that in exam, what you memorized may not come out in exam... I am not exactly the same. It's like the change in words of the question stunt you... that's what I am scared of. In addition, those MCQ always have strange answers that you have never heard before in all the tutorials... then you will start to panic and anyhow tikam-tikam.... lol... anyhow guess is better than leave it blank.
One thing I always tell myself in exam is when I read a particular question and I forgot what I memorized, the first thing I will do is to recall what is the topic for this question? If I still can't recall, just answer in your own words using common sense then. Anyway, be positive and say that you can do it. It's okay even if you think you didn't do well... because deep inside your heart.... you know that you did your best. So stop blaming yourself why didn't you do better and concentrate on the next paper. There is no way you can do better than your best.
Hmm... I guess it's time to end here... got to wake up early tomorrow.... to.....get.... all the red packets!!! HAHA..... aiming to go out with my gf on next year's valentines day.
Studied micro today and finished pom and marketing. hmm... memorizing marketing is a bit hard because you will find that in exam, what you memorized may not come out in exam... I am not exactly the same. It's like the change in words of the question stunt you... that's what I am scared of. In addition, those MCQ always have strange answers that you have never heard before in all the tutorials... then you will start to panic and anyhow tikam-tikam.... lol... anyhow guess is better than leave it blank.
One thing I always tell myself in exam is when I read a particular question and I forgot what I memorized, the first thing I will do is to recall what is the topic for this question? If I still can't recall, just answer in your own words using common sense then. Anyway, be positive and say that you can do it. It's okay even if you think you didn't do well... because deep inside your heart.... you know that you did your best. So stop blaming yourself why didn't you do better and concentrate on the next paper. There is no way you can do better than your best.
Hmm... I guess it's time to end here... got to wake up early tomorrow.... to.....get.... all the red packets!!! HAHA..... aiming to go out with my gf on next year's valentines day.
12 February 2010
12/2
As usual, morning woke up and took bus to school. On my way to school, I was telling myself that today is the last day...... I want to see her before I get promoted to poly year 2. Hmm... this girl is just a stranger.... I don't know anything about her...not even her name.. and she don't know who am I. But the main reason why I want to see her because she look like my gf.... which I miss her everyday till I am dying. So I got off the bus and walked and I was thinking.... will fate help me? will fate be on my side and let me see her one more time? Just when I finish thinking, I looked at the mushroom and I saw her..... she was sitting at the mushroom with her friend.... So I stopped walking and stood still at the bridge staring at her.... but then just nice she is facing me... So I can't stand still for too long or she will know that I am looking at her...lol...
So I walked to my pom tutorial room and teacher wasn't here yet. So I walked out and stood at the staircase watching her.....
Hmm... I know this sounds psycho and pervert...lol.... but aren't girl's beauty meant for guys to admire? haha... maybe I just miss my gf too much.... I am beginning to have illusion that other people actually look like her. So it's time for me to go and I went in my pom tutorial class. After that we had some photo taking session.... I miss 1B23. Ended at 1pm but went to ITAS to eat. On my way to buy my food, I saw a girl who look like her again. But then when I walk nearer.... she doesn't look like her... sigh... after eating I went home.
I walked to the bridge and I saw another her... but I didn't really care....because I know.... she isn't even in SG. sigh... it's super hard to maintain a long distance relationship.... loving someone isn't as easy as it seems. It's kinda like we can chat.... we can video call each other in msn.... but then facing the reality.... both of us still miss each other alot and there are some stuff that we can't do. Like everyday when I go out... when I see a couple holding hand.... I will miss holding her hand and when I look beside me..... my gf isn't beside me. I am having the feeling of tired and sadness.... When I buy things and I don't know if it suits me... normally I will ask her how is it? But then... now.... when I buy stuff.... there is no one I can ask....
When I feel like watching a movie.... the first person I think of inviting to watch with me is my gf.. So I will start typing the SMS but before I click send... I realise that she is not in SG... So I can't send....
Even when we want to be romantic and do things that normal couple will do such as kissing... we can't too....
Few years ago when I ask her to be my gf.... both of us were scared because of this matter too.... my best friend warned me that this road that I am taking is not easy to walk... but maybe I was stubborn. I won't know how it feels until I tried it. So both of us went on and now I feel the pain. I wanted to end this pain but suddenly... my best friend told me it's hard... but it's not impossible. I agreed... So I didn't end this pain... if I did, I would hurt her too. So we continued...walking this road....
I am just a human.... there are things that I can't do.... there are times when I am helpless too... so is my gf. What will happen to us in the near future we don't know... will we break up because we are too tired or will we be able to fight this battle and win? I don't know. All I know is speaking from the very bottom of my heart.... I seriously love her... more than any of my 9 ex-gf.
I wonder does my gf also have the same feeling that I am having too? Time to end here.... don't really feel like writing anymore.... I have 2 choices left.... 1) Let nature take its course. 2) Be strong and fight till the end.
So I walked to my pom tutorial room and teacher wasn't here yet. So I walked out and stood at the staircase watching her.....
Hmm... I know this sounds psycho and pervert...lol.... but aren't girl's beauty meant for guys to admire? haha... maybe I just miss my gf too much.... I am beginning to have illusion that other people actually look like her. So it's time for me to go and I went in my pom tutorial class. After that we had some photo taking session.... I miss 1B23. Ended at 1pm but went to ITAS to eat. On my way to buy my food, I saw a girl who look like her again. But then when I walk nearer.... she doesn't look like her... sigh... after eating I went home.
I walked to the bridge and I saw another her... but I didn't really care....because I know.... she isn't even in SG. sigh... it's super hard to maintain a long distance relationship.... loving someone isn't as easy as it seems. It's kinda like we can chat.... we can video call each other in msn.... but then facing the reality.... both of us still miss each other alot and there are some stuff that we can't do. Like everyday when I go out... when I see a couple holding hand.... I will miss holding her hand and when I look beside me..... my gf isn't beside me. I am having the feeling of tired and sadness.... When I buy things and I don't know if it suits me... normally I will ask her how is it? But then... now.... when I buy stuff.... there is no one I can ask....
When I feel like watching a movie.... the first person I think of inviting to watch with me is my gf.. So I will start typing the SMS but before I click send... I realise that she is not in SG... So I can't send....
Even when we want to be romantic and do things that normal couple will do such as kissing... we can't too....
Few years ago when I ask her to be my gf.... both of us were scared because of this matter too.... my best friend warned me that this road that I am taking is not easy to walk... but maybe I was stubborn. I won't know how it feels until I tried it. So both of us went on and now I feel the pain. I wanted to end this pain but suddenly... my best friend told me it's hard... but it's not impossible. I agreed... So I didn't end this pain... if I did, I would hurt her too. So we continued...walking this road....
I am just a human.... there are things that I can't do.... there are times when I am helpless too... so is my gf. What will happen to us in the near future we don't know... will we break up because we are too tired or will we be able to fight this battle and win? I don't know. All I know is speaking from the very bottom of my heart.... I seriously love her... more than any of my 9 ex-gf.
I wonder does my gf also have the same feeling that I am having too? Time to end here.... don't really feel like writing anymore.... I have 2 choices left.... 1) Let nature take its course. 2) Be strong and fight till the end.
11 February 2010
11/2
Hmm.... I feel very very sleepy today without knowing why. I woke up at 7.30am and took a nap in the bus while going to school. Had my lecture at 9am and I took a nap again. Luckily woke up very soon. Lecture ended at 1pm and went to Hougang mall to cut my hair. Hmm... maybe I went to the wrong salon. I went in and everyone is female. I am the only guy. So the first thing in my mind was hmm.... I think the hairdressers are specialize in cutting woman's hair only. So I got a feeling my hair is gonna get screwed up.. and I was kinda true because I don't really like my hair now. But it's ok bah.
Hmm... yummy sushi. Singapore's sushi is so much different from Japan's sushi if you love seafood sushi. If you go to Japan one day and try their sushi, you will understand what is the meaning of fresh and delicious....even though I don't eat seafood at all.
Tomorrow is the day 1B23 gets separated. Good luck in Apr sem.... make new friend.... find people who you can trust.
Hmm... yummy sushi. Singapore's sushi is so much different from Japan's sushi if you love seafood sushi. If you go to Japan one day and try their sushi, you will understand what is the meaning of fresh and delicious....even though I don't eat seafood at all.
Tomorrow is the day 1B23 gets separated. Good luck in Apr sem.... make new friend.... find people who you can trust.
10 February 2010
10/2
Exams are coming... very fast, exam will be over too... looking for a part time job to work during my holiday.
I was wondering today.... how important is money to you? Very important? not that important or average?
Comparing with the term 'materialistic', how much will you sacrifice yourself to get the benefits e.g money?
The basic definition of materialistic no longer just apply to people who sees money as very important. I find that more people are getting more materialistic nowadays. Why is there a sudden change?
I was wondering today.... how important is money to you? Very important? not that important or average?
Comparing with the term 'materialistic', how much will you sacrifice yourself to get the benefits e.g money?
The basic definition of materialistic no longer just apply to people who sees money as very important. I find that more people are getting more materialistic nowadays. Why is there a sudden change?
Look at the picture above. What are you thinking now? What is that emotion? If you have strong reaction, then I believe I can conclude that money is quite important to you.
So how do you see whether are you materialistic or not? Ask yourself this question: Are you willing to do anything for money? Your answer may be NO now but if this sitaution happens to you for real. you may seriously do anything for the large sum of money. Why is money so powerful? Phrase like 'no money no talk'
is getting popular because it's true.... it's true that when you don't have money, people ignore you(maybe family won't). But face the reality... in the real world... this is a fact.
is getting popular because it's true.... it's true that when you don't have money, people ignore you(maybe family won't). But face the reality... in the real world... this is a fact.
People say that money cannot buy happiness,life and emotion etc.
Story 1: A couple who is rich and a couple who is poor getting to get married at the same time. As time pass, you will see that the couple who is rich have more happiness. It's true that money cannot buy happiness. But the main question is why do money have to buy happiness when money=happiness itself?
Story 2: Are you sure that money can't buy life? There are people who pay money for assassin to kill someone. Isn't this buying of life?
3: Money can affect emotions directly.
Anyway, the main topic I want to say today is not money but materialistic people.
How much are you willing to sacrifice for the sake of money?
Prostitutes are willing to sacrifice their body to have sex with a stranger for the sake of money.
Salesman are willing to sacrifice their time to persuade people to buy for the sake of money (basic + commission).
So how large will your sacrifice be?
For example, if a stranger were to come to you and ask you to french kiss him in front of your bf and he is going to pay you $5,000, will you? maybe you will...maybe you won't. But bear in mind that $5,000 in your mind may be a small amount but in real, it's a big amount.
Last but not least, there are people who sacrifice their own life for the sake of money too... for example, people who commit suicide for the sake of insurance claim?
Think about how important is money to you and are you a materialistic person. Ask the same questions to your partner(gf/bf) too.
9/2
URGENT!!!!! Anyone wanna go to the CityAlive 2010? It's Singapore biggest street dance party. Basically you can club there. It cost $20 per person, comes with a free drink. It's on 20th Feb. Anyone interested? Please contact me.
Sob sob... I lost contact with my friends who dance too.... :'(
Hmm... too late to blog.... anyway nothing much happened today too..lol....
Tomorrow is my CDS final exam... studied marketing more than my CDS... wondering why...
Sob sob... I lost contact with my friends who dance too.... :'(
Hmm... too late to blog.... anyway nothing much happened today too..lol....
Tomorrow is my CDS final exam... studied marketing more than my CDS... wondering why...
09 February 2010
8/2
Early morning woke up to go to school at 9am to have my pom lecture. Had a summarized revision lecture and it was pretty helpful. After that we had BA tutorial which we got back our coursework grade. During pom lecture and BA tutorial, I kept studying my basic theory test of driving(BTT) because I am taking this test today and I was told by my mum that I must get at least 46 correct out of the 50 MCQ. That's what making me nervous before I took the test. So after BA me and qu xin went to mensa to eat and he tried the Vietnamese food. I don't want to eat that and I went to the muslim stall to buy fried rice.. I was silly and stupid... because I thought their fried rice is the chinese fried rice... so in the end... I realise that my fried rice was so spicy and not nice.. so I end up wasting it.
After eating I took bus to my test centre and I got there early. So I started reading my book again to make sure that I pass and I was very tired... I couldn't concentrate.. So I fell asleep after reading finish everything. So I woke up and the time was 2:50. I have to register at 3:00. So I got even scared... then it was 3pm and everyone queued up to register... I was told to proceed to station 25 and take a sit. So I sat down and I was scared again... because I realise that my computer's screen was blank... but others are on. So I tried to find the CPU but there isn't any. There isn't any mouse to use too. So I was thinking is this computer a touchscreen computer? My common sense tell me that it's not because it's pretty expensive for them to install touchscreen computer in every room. 1 room have around 30+ computers... that cost a bomb!!! So I tried to touch the screen using my finger but it didn't turn on the computer. So the examiner was playing a video regarding the rules of this exam and we watched quietly. After the video ended, we were told to enter the password given to us then start answering the 50 MCQ. So he called me to touch the computer screen using my fingernail and I did... then the screen finally appears... I am seriously shocked at the technology... a driving test centre with touchscreen computer... can you believe it?!
I did the test pretty fast. I was the 2nd to leave in the class of mine I believe.. oh ya... there are many adults taking BTT which I wonder why.... so little people of my age. Anyway, I would say it's pretty easy and I overestimated the difficulty of the test. As long as you read the basic theory book, you should be able to pass. But some questions are not taught in the book... it's based on common sense. So I completed the 50 MCQ in around 20 mins and I clicked end test and the sentence 'Result:Passed' appear. I was smiling... because I was damn happy... that I manage to pass without any trial test and this is my first time doing the test.. it feels like a one hit KO. YEAH!!!!! LOL... I remember the first person who left was an uncle. He passed and he was so happy that he jumped up with excitement... but the examiner didn't stop his behavior.. LOL....
So I can leave after that and I did. I walked to the bus stop to take bus home but an uncle asked me for help... he was explaining that his ez-link card blah blah blah then he needed $2.50 from me. So I was thinking whether should I help? In the end I didn't help..... I don't know why... I kept asking myself should I help him?
My bus came very soon and I took it home. So I stopped at the bus stop near Gurwin house to go Cheers to buy 4D and TOTO. I bought numbers that I saw today in the exam room..LOL..... After that I walked home.
Once I reach home, I have to bath and go out to buy my new year jeans in bugis. So I took a bath and went to fetch my brother back from school first then we took public transportation to bugis... oh..but before that... my mum had to give something to my sister first. So we went to marina house and went up to her work place. I didn't know the company my sister worked for concerns direct marketing... anyway, after that... we went to bugis to buy stuff... We went to the newly opened food court to eat and I ordered fishball noodles... damn.. it sucks.... So we went shopping and I bought a levi's jean. Reached home at 12am+ and had to do my homework and study for marketing before I can blog... phew... luckily I still have time.
Hmm... for today... I wish LSRGK good luck.
After eating I took bus to my test centre and I got there early. So I started reading my book again to make sure that I pass and I was very tired... I couldn't concentrate.. So I fell asleep after reading finish everything. So I woke up and the time was 2:50. I have to register at 3:00. So I got even scared... then it was 3pm and everyone queued up to register... I was told to proceed to station 25 and take a sit. So I sat down and I was scared again... because I realise that my computer's screen was blank... but others are on. So I tried to find the CPU but there isn't any. There isn't any mouse to use too. So I was thinking is this computer a touchscreen computer? My common sense tell me that it's not because it's pretty expensive for them to install touchscreen computer in every room. 1 room have around 30+ computers... that cost a bomb!!! So I tried to touch the screen using my finger but it didn't turn on the computer. So the examiner was playing a video regarding the rules of this exam and we watched quietly. After the video ended, we were told to enter the password given to us then start answering the 50 MCQ. So he called me to touch the computer screen using my fingernail and I did... then the screen finally appears... I am seriously shocked at the technology... a driving test centre with touchscreen computer... can you believe it?!
I did the test pretty fast. I was the 2nd to leave in the class of mine I believe.. oh ya... there are many adults taking BTT which I wonder why.... so little people of my age. Anyway, I would say it's pretty easy and I overestimated the difficulty of the test. As long as you read the basic theory book, you should be able to pass. But some questions are not taught in the book... it's based on common sense. So I completed the 50 MCQ in around 20 mins and I clicked end test and the sentence 'Result:Passed' appear. I was smiling... because I was damn happy... that I manage to pass without any trial test and this is my first time doing the test.. it feels like a one hit KO. YEAH!!!!! LOL... I remember the first person who left was an uncle. He passed and he was so happy that he jumped up with excitement... but the examiner didn't stop his behavior.. LOL....
So I can leave after that and I did. I walked to the bus stop to take bus home but an uncle asked me for help... he was explaining that his ez-link card blah blah blah then he needed $2.50 from me. So I was thinking whether should I help? In the end I didn't help..... I don't know why... I kept asking myself should I help him?
My bus came very soon and I took it home. So I stopped at the bus stop near Gurwin house to go Cheers to buy 4D and TOTO. I bought numbers that I saw today in the exam room..LOL..... After that I walked home.
Once I reach home, I have to bath and go out to buy my new year jeans in bugis. So I took a bath and went to fetch my brother back from school first then we took public transportation to bugis... oh..but before that... my mum had to give something to my sister first. So we went to marina house and went up to her work place. I didn't know the company my sister worked for concerns direct marketing... anyway, after that... we went to bugis to buy stuff... We went to the newly opened food court to eat and I ordered fishball noodles... damn.. it sucks.... So we went shopping and I bought a levi's jean. Reached home at 12am+ and had to do my homework and study for marketing before I can blog... phew... luckily I still have time.
Hmm... for today... I wish LSRGK good luck.
08 February 2010
7/2
Ouch... I cut my hand... while trying to open an umbrella... how silly is that... lol..
Anyway, tomorrow is my basic theory test for driving. I got scared by my mother because she told me the passing rate is getting 46 out of 50 MCQ. Meaning I can only afford making maximum 4 wrong. More than 4 wrong means I will fail the test. So I was thinking wth... why didn't anyone tell me the passing rate is so high before? But lets aim for full marks then.... It's good to have high dreams... and I believe this goal of mine is attainable.... not difficult at all... currently studying it now.
On my way home, I met uncle Richard... :) kinda happy to see him.
Just finished my homework.... got to sleep soon... YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, tomorrow is my basic theory test for driving. I got scared by my mother because she told me the passing rate is getting 46 out of 50 MCQ. Meaning I can only afford making maximum 4 wrong. More than 4 wrong means I will fail the test. So I was thinking wth... why didn't anyone tell me the passing rate is so high before? But lets aim for full marks then.... It's good to have high dreams... and I believe this goal of mine is attainable.... not difficult at all... currently studying it now.
On my way home, I met uncle Richard... :) kinda happy to see him.
Just finished my homework.... got to sleep soon... YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
06 February 2010
6/2
Hmm... went to school at 1.30pm and ended at 3pm. When I reached home, I saw an unique green stuff on the table in the kitchen.. So I picked it up and saw it says heineken. I pushed a button and it appears to be an umbrella.LOL....
Starting to study marketing today... pom cleared... phew...woosh....
Starting to study marketing today... pom cleared... phew...woosh....
05 February 2010
5/2
Came to school at 11am for my pom tutorial... then after that went to ITAS to eat. I had chicken chop at first.. but after eating it, I still feel hungry and ordered a plate of chicken rice also. I manage to eat finish everything... cool.... So after that is my bus stats tutorial. Got back my class test paper but not the overall coursework.
Oh ya... A few days ago, Kira messaged me saying on the day he graduate from school, he received a bad news that his grandma bye bye... So I was pretty shocked when I see this message and I was trying to console him... even until today... but he didn't reply me at all... So I was wondering if he is alright? I remembered month ago when my uncle pass away, I told him about it and he consoled me too... So I guess it's right for me to console him back this time... Jia you....
Watched blench today in youtube and I only like the character 'Ichigo'. LOL...
Studied POM for several hours and finally, manage to read finish and memorise all the topic in POM. Got to revise again tomorrow... sigh... schedule is so tight.... can't breathe....
Hmm.. last but not least, have you ever tried taking a note(money), for example a $10 note, and smell it? Don't you like the smell of money? But anyway, what I want to say is that...I was told that every note has its own story. Some have interesting story, some have funny story and some have sad story....
Oh ya... A few days ago, Kira messaged me saying on the day he graduate from school, he received a bad news that his grandma bye bye... So I was pretty shocked when I see this message and I was trying to console him... even until today... but he didn't reply me at all... So I was wondering if he is alright? I remembered month ago when my uncle pass away, I told him about it and he consoled me too... So I guess it's right for me to console him back this time... Jia you....
Watched blench today in youtube and I only like the character 'Ichigo'. LOL...
Studied POM for several hours and finally, manage to read finish and memorise all the topic in POM. Got to revise again tomorrow... sigh... schedule is so tight.... can't breathe....
Hmm.. last but not least, have you ever tried taking a note(money), for example a $10 note, and smell it? Don't you like the smell of money? But anyway, what I want to say is that...I was told that every note has its own story. Some have interesting story, some have funny story and some have sad story....
04 February 2010
4/2
Hmm.. This morning had my bus stats lecture at 9am... was listening to music until handphone left 1 bar of battery... then 11am had my BA lecture.... BA lecture was a little different from what I learn because usually we start with balance as per cash at bank but BA starts with balance as per bank statement. lol... so it's the other way round. After that me and qu xin had lunch and we went to library together to study. He was studying for his psychology test and I was studying for my POM and driving test which is this coming monday.Hopefully I can pass.... god bless me... anyway.... studied all the way from 1pm to 5pm and finally finished studying. Walked around because I don't know where to go as 6.30pm I have my DPA meeting... So luckily, I met wei jie outside library and followed him to join more DPA students. Finally...the juniors are coming in... haha... reminds me of last year when I first enter too.... Don't even know TP well...don't even know where is mensa.
During the meeting, there was this girl who is very pretty... 4 stars for that... but not as pretty as my angel...haha... So we discussed what's gonna happen on 10 Feb... sian... 10 feb I having my CDS final exam. But luckily after that, I got LOA. Kinda excited to see the juniors.
Hmm... 11.15pm now...just finished my revision and homework. Eating my dinner... you know... it feels good when you have money.......
when money is not a problem to you, you are like the king. Even though money is not the most important thing in this world, money is still one of the most important and necessary stuff in this world that you must have.
So what is the most important thing in this world??????? I don't know... because everyone of us have different views... Happiness may be one of the most important thing in this world but another person can say that without money, you won't have happiness and another person can also say that without health, money is useless. So basically, it depends.
During the meeting, there was this girl who is very pretty... 4 stars for that... but not as pretty as my angel...haha... So we discussed what's gonna happen on 10 Feb... sian... 10 feb I having my CDS final exam. But luckily after that, I got LOA. Kinda excited to see the juniors.
Hmm... 11.15pm now...just finished my revision and homework. Eating my dinner... you know... it feels good when you have money.......
when money is not a problem to you, you are like the king. Even though money is not the most important thing in this world, money is still one of the most important and necessary stuff in this world that you must have.
So what is the most important thing in this world??????? I don't know... because everyone of us have different views... Happiness may be one of the most important thing in this world but another person can say that without money, you won't have happiness and another person can also say that without health, money is useless. So basically, it depends.
03 February 2010
3/2
Had my CDS tutorial early in the morning 9am. Next Wednesday is my CDS final exam.. so fast... anyway, I was thinking what is 0 to the power of 0? Calculator says infinity, internet says it's 1 and my teacher say it's 0. We know that 0 to the power of anything is 0. But anything to the power of 0 is 1. So what happens when this 2 concept clash with each other? Strange isn't it? Anyway, after that I wanted to go eat but I went to print my marketing notes first. Then after that... I didn't know why I didn't go eat. I had my mkt lecture at 12pm and it ended at 1pm. I had lunch with qu xin at 1pm then 2pm went up level 4 for micro tutorial class. I got B+/A for my coursework overall meaning if I get a low A in my final exam, I should be able to get an A overall.
Got back home after school and something happened that make me feel like I strike lottery... but then... this thing that happened... causes the death of another.... sigh.... nvm.. then I went to sleep and I wanted to wake up at 7pm to study pom but when the alarm ring... I off it and forgot to see the time.. I woke up at 9pm instead... so ended up everything late... Hmm.. after I wake up, my dad gave me another good news again.. So I was damn happy.. luck is finally on my side...
Time flies.... so fast....
Anyway, I still strongly agree that 'it's strange when you can't solve the problem when the problem falls on you but you can solve the same problem when the problem falls on your friend'. Kinda confuse regarding what to do...
Anyway, watch this. poker face(chinese new year version created by a chinese?)
Got back home after school and something happened that make me feel like I strike lottery... but then... this thing that happened... causes the death of another.... sigh.... nvm.. then I went to sleep and I wanted to wake up at 7pm to study pom but when the alarm ring... I off it and forgot to see the time.. I woke up at 9pm instead... so ended up everything late... Hmm.. after I wake up, my dad gave me another good news again.. So I was damn happy.. luck is finally on my side...
Time flies.... so fast....
Anyway, I still strongly agree that 'it's strange when you can't solve the problem when the problem falls on you but you can solve the same problem when the problem falls on your friend'. Kinda confuse regarding what to do...
Anyway, watch this. poker face(chinese new year version created by a chinese?)
02 February 2010
2/2
hmmm. . Is today considered a nice day? Because its 2 and feb represents 2 also? Lol. Nothing much to blog today but i got a question. 5 black birds were at a corner. One white bird flew to this corner and these 5 black birds were thinking. . . Is this white bird weird or unique? So i kept thinking is it weird or unique? Lol. .
01 February 2010
1/2
Yay... start of new month.... meaning exam is coming soon... but the good thing is very soon, exam will be over soon also....
A few days ago a girl added me in msn... so I was wondering who is she and I thought she is my korean classmate because there is one new girl in my class. So I accepted her friend request. Then I saw her online and I asked her who is she... but she didn't reply. So yesterday I was playing counter strike and ended late. So I exited the full screen and found out that this girl sent me a nudge in msn. So I replied her yes? and she said hi, I am 22/f. u r a male right? So I was thinking who the hell is this? I don't know anyone who is 22 years old and female... So I am sure she is someone I don't know of. Then I asked her who are you but she didn't answer my question. She asked which site did we meet instead? So I was thinking huh? What site? I didn't go any friend finder site nowadays.... who is she? what she want? So I told her frankly speaking, I didn't know how you get my e-mail address. So she suddenly told me she know a site where she can talk to me and watch her! So roughly I know what is her objective liao... Few years ago when I went to adultfriendfinder.com, I also face the same situation... I believe this stranger want me to pay money through my credit card and watch her do dirty things. So I delete her as friend and block her immediately... what a strange encounter....
This morning woke up at 7.30am and reached school at 9am to attend my pom lecture... then 11am I had my BA tutorial which we get back our class test paper. Then after that helmi was saying lets have a class gathering today by going to Bedok reservoir to play the playground.. So several of us agree to go. But before that we went to design school to eat first... I queue up at the muslim food stall and ordered rice. So I pointed at the 'chicken curry' , tofu and hashbrown. After that I put down my food on the table and went to buy iced milo. I started eating and at first, I tasted the tofu.. it's not tofu at all.. it's fishball... just that the gravy is tofu. then I taste the 'chicken'. It taste a bit hard.. it taste like chicken breast meat. So I was happily eating.... then I can't finish the 'chicken' and the rice because it isn't that nice to eat. So Yuwen was sitting beside me and he asked me is that 'chicken' beef? so I told him no (seriously I thought it's chicken). Then he told me it's beef actually... it's not chicken.... Even Helmi and Clive said so.. So I realised that I just ate beef for the first time in my life and I cannot eat beef because I am a Buddhist. So my first reaction was totally stunt... Is this how beef taste like? like chicken breast meat? So I went to toilet after that to force myself to vomit out everything.
Sian... I hate beef... Then after vomiting out, I went to buy some drinks again. After that we went to the reservoir to play... the weather is so hot that we stayed under the shelter at first. After a while of chatting, we went back school. That's when I go back home to study for my exam.. sigh... my schedule is so tight... Everyday got to study... sob sob... just manage to study 3 chapters of pom today....
Oh... today I suddenly have a change of view.. I suddenly think that marketing is easier than pom. I don't know why also...
Hmm.. no matter what... 加油吧。
A few days ago a girl added me in msn... so I was wondering who is she and I thought she is my korean classmate because there is one new girl in my class. So I accepted her friend request. Then I saw her online and I asked her who is she... but she didn't reply. So yesterday I was playing counter strike and ended late. So I exited the full screen and found out that this girl sent me a nudge in msn. So I replied her yes? and she said hi, I am 22/f. u r a male right? So I was thinking who the hell is this? I don't know anyone who is 22 years old and female... So I am sure she is someone I don't know of. Then I asked her who are you but she didn't answer my question. She asked which site did we meet instead? So I was thinking huh? What site? I didn't go any friend finder site nowadays.... who is she? what she want? So I told her frankly speaking, I didn't know how you get my e-mail address. So she suddenly told me she know a site where she can talk to me and watch her! So roughly I know what is her objective liao... Few years ago when I went to adultfriendfinder.com, I also face the same situation... I believe this stranger want me to pay money through my credit card and watch her do dirty things. So I delete her as friend and block her immediately... what a strange encounter....
This morning woke up at 7.30am and reached school at 9am to attend my pom lecture... then 11am I had my BA tutorial which we get back our class test paper. Then after that helmi was saying lets have a class gathering today by going to Bedok reservoir to play the playground.. So several of us agree to go. But before that we went to design school to eat first... I queue up at the muslim food stall and ordered rice. So I pointed at the 'chicken curry' , tofu and hashbrown. After that I put down my food on the table and went to buy iced milo. I started eating and at first, I tasted the tofu.. it's not tofu at all.. it's fishball... just that the gravy is tofu. then I taste the 'chicken'. It taste a bit hard.. it taste like chicken breast meat. So I was happily eating.... then I can't finish the 'chicken' and the rice because it isn't that nice to eat. So Yuwen was sitting beside me and he asked me is that 'chicken' beef? so I told him no (seriously I thought it's chicken). Then he told me it's beef actually... it's not chicken.... Even Helmi and Clive said so.. So I realised that I just ate beef for the first time in my life and I cannot eat beef because I am a Buddhist. So my first reaction was totally stunt... Is this how beef taste like? like chicken breast meat? So I went to toilet after that to force myself to vomit out everything.
Sian... I hate beef... Then after vomiting out, I went to buy some drinks again. After that we went to the reservoir to play... the weather is so hot that we stayed under the shelter at first. After a while of chatting, we went back school. That's when I go back home to study for my exam.. sigh... my schedule is so tight... Everyday got to study... sob sob... just manage to study 3 chapters of pom today....
Oh... today I suddenly have a change of view.. I suddenly think that marketing is easier than pom. I don't know why also...
Hmm.. no matter what... 加油吧。
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