Tomorrow my timetable will be out. Should be able to know my class by tomorrow. Hmm... in a good mood today. Looks like I am wrong about myself..... muahahahahaha...... I am not that bad after all. :D :D :D so damn happy.
Anyway, went to eat at the kopitiam opposite of Punggol park with my family at 12AM midnight. Couldn't see any student.... they must be sleeping as they got to go to school tomorrow... haha.. I feel so evil laughing at them...
There was this 2 men sitting behind me talking about 4D and TOTO. Suddenly, a question came to me that kept me thinking why. Well.... why would a human gamble $300 and forget about it when he lose? If you were to ask him to spend this $300 on food, why would he complain when food is more important than gambling? Isn't it true that we need food to survive instead of gambling? If it's true, why do humans prefer gambling $300 away instead of using it to buy something more useful? I asked my auntie why and she was telling me when a gambler gamble $300, they take it as buying a hope. A hope to win the prize. A hope for them to be rich.
Sigh... it's wrong to think that way but they won't listen. A problem that exist not only in Singapore but every single country.... what can we do? Sigh....
There are so many routes we can choose to walk in our life. Some routes we know that we will never ever walk it unless we have no way out. Some routes we know that we will never ever be so fortunate to walk it. Some routes are there for us but we fail to see it. But no matter which route you take, you must remember not to regret. You must understand that every route have different obstacle. The obstacle can be anything ranging from a small stone which will just trip you down or a mountain which you have to climb over. The main thing is no matter what obstacle you face, never give up. You will fall but you must stand up. Never say die. Believe in yourself.
Sometime we find that a particular drama character is similar to your life. Sometime you know things work that way but you don't know why. It's not necessary to know why.. For example...It's just like we know that there is this math formula. x= -b± square root of (b^2 - 4ac) / 2a. We know that this is the formula. But we don't know why as it's not necessary to find out why.
This is similar to our life. We know we have to live and move on in life but we don't know why. Everyday we eat work sleep talk slack play and complain without knowing why. We just know that these are part of our daily routine so we just do it. lol... half right half wrong.... I have been finding what is the purpose in life and one day, I asked my mother why do we have to live in such a torturing,cruel and unfair world...what is the purpose in life?
For some reason, I trust my mum that she is right. From the start, there is no purpose at all.
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