16/7

hmm... went to watch Transformers today.... been too busy to blog.... will be back when I am free. lol.. :)

9/5

Sigh... I have been so busy with my school stuff that I don't have the time to blog anymore... :(
I guess life is really tough when school starts especially when you have projects to do. Anyway, take care everyone... all the best.. :D

21/4

Yay... timetable is out, I have no lesson on Wednesday for 1 semester. WOOSH!
Hmm... nothing much happened recently... I have been active on a forum in hardware zone daily and erm... going out with friends to play and shop? lol.. 

Oh ya, recently there is a debate going on. 30/2(2+3)/5=?
My answer is 15 but some people say it's 0.6. What's your answer?

31/3

I don't really know what to write about....... hmm.... I guess I will just write whatever that comes to my mind. Tomorrow is April Fools' Day. Are you thinking of a way to make fun of your friend? Haha... I posted on my Facebook that I struck lottery and I plan to treat my best friend a meal at a restaurant. LOL... I hope he believe me because it's fake.

Anyway, I told my best friend my secret today.... I expected him to be shocked. But I guess he didn't. He told me that humans do change...... I agree. Sigh... sometimes I just don't understand. Some things in life are just beyond our control and that's what destiny is. But then sometimes, you just don't know what the hell you want. You don't know what are your goals.... what do you desire..... what do you wanna be?

Actually, I wish I can forget everything. Life is better when you are a baby. No worries at all.

22/3

Hmm... There are quite a number of things I wanna talk about. Let's see erm... let's start with the disaster in Japan. I feel heartbroken to hear that there are over 20,000 people missing or dead in Japan.
Just when everyone is worried about them, they sent their regards to them, one SAF member posted a status on his Facebook. He said "There is a reason why god chose Japan".  I know what is he trying to say.
Long long time ago during world war II, Japan raped numerous women. We can't deny this fact but since it happened so many decades ago, most people have chosen not to pursue it.
However, we believe in karma which is what we known as retribution. We believe that the wrongdoings of the past generations will be paid by the future generations. This is the reason why he said that sentence in his perception.
But in my opinion, I still think that they are innocent. Catastrophe... sigh...

The number of foreigners in Singapore is increasing again. I am not worried about them taking up our job because we need them too. But then...... Singapore is a very small country. What if the number of foreigners in Singapore turns 50%? Won't people be like.... wtf?
Singapore is considered one of the safest country in the world but it's pretty hard to survive in here.

Anyway, I went to Pasir Ris downtown east last month with my family. We went to a halal food court and something caught our attention. It's this.

So what's so special about this picture? It's not about my sister and brother. It's about the chair that they were sitting on. If you look closely, it's not a chair but a swing. Have you ever sat on a swing while eating your dinner? Seriously, this is the first time me and my family ever tried it.

Erm... I seem to be interested in collecting Zippo lighters recently. I only have 2 right now but I intend to buy more.

Erm... The left one is called 'black ice'. Model number 150. Cost price: SGD 50.
The right one is a special edition which cannot be bought at www.zippo.com . I fell in love with it at first sight because it's very beautiful but I hesitated to buy it because it's very expensive. I guess I was crazy enough to buy it in the end. LOL... Zippo magic sword, model number 8533, cost price SGD 109.
Sigh...... I can't believe I spent a hundred dollar just for one special edition lighter. Anyway, while wondering whether to buy it or not, I saw many limited edition type and they are extremely rare.
There is like Honda civic type R version, Nissan GTR version etc which cost around SGD 200+. The most beautiful one cost around SGD 400+ and that's the Zippo golden angel wing limited edition.... sigh... didn't manage to take a photo of it but here's what it looks like.

It's super beautiful but it's super expensive too. LOL... I find it pretty hard to find shops that sell Zippo lighters in Singapore. I only know 2 stores that sell them but their stocks are kind of limited.
The next one I plan to buy is the gambling type. Like the 4 Ace or the royal flush. Have been looking for it all over Singapore but I don't see any.. :'(

13/3

Today is a Sunday. I wonder how are my friends? What are they doing?
Yesterday night I was with 2 of my best friend playing and drinking. We weren't drunk and we started talking about something serious..... something that affect all of us.
Life........ yup, what is life? I found out that I am not the only one who is sick and tired of life. Even my 2 best friends are tired of it. Sometime I really admire those adults living out there..... how did they manage to survive on this cruel and torturing world for so many years when I feel like dying with just 20 years.

I have this stupid and foolish mindset. If so many people are in pain right now because of their sad and pathetic life, why don't we gather everyone and commit suicide together?
I think some people(including me) regret being a human because of our past. Because humans have conscience..... when you have no choice but to go against your will, that's when you start to hate life.
I believe many people dislike life because they are not satisfied. They are unhappy with what they have now. They believe that they deserve something better than this. But then just when you thought that your life is bad enough, some people out there have a worse life than you.

Anyway, me and my friends went to the IT show today. Tong bought a anti-virus CD, his friend bought a earpiece and erm... hup bought the black ink for his printer.
Erm.... I am going to pluck out my last baby tooth tomorrow because it's shaking now.
Tomorrow my friend is going to have his first driving lesson. :D It reminds me of my first lesson last year. haha... They say without the past, there will be no present and without the present, there will be no future.

6/3

6th March.... I am at home doing nothing. I feel so bored and lonely......now that I am on vacation. Recently my nightmare came back to me once again. I feel sad....heartbroken....guilty. I am those type of people who love to hide their feelings no matter what happen. But now that my heart is crying....my tears are falling.... my mind is exploding, who can I tell my nightmare to?

They say everyone makes mistakes. You will be forgiven if you feel remorseful and you are willing to change. But still, it depend on how serious your mistake is. Some things in life are just beyond our control. It's like you have been pushed to the top of the cliff and you are forced to jump down because that's the other way to climb down the cliff.

We humans are greedy. I really really wanna know..... if you were me, will you sacrifice yourself for that particular person whom you love to the core or will you sacrifice that particular person to save yourself?

29/1

Erm... first of all, chinese new year is coming. Have you bought your clothes,bags or shoes? Let's see erm... I bought 2 T-shirts, 2 jeans and a pair of shoe. For some reason, I realise that the shoe I bought was a display set. I can't exchange for a new one because it's the last pair left and it's the only size available. Coincidentally, the size of that display set fit my feet. So I was like okay... it's alright. I told my mum about it and I expect her reaction to be like 'huh?' but she didn't. She surprised me by saying that it's better. Since people have already tried the shoe before, I won't have any blister. LOLOL.

I asked my friend to buy TOTO because yesterday there was a special event. So both of us bought $5 each. I did not win anything but my friend strike 4 numbers. Maybe that's what you call beginners luck. I have never strike TOTO in my life. I started buying 4D first when I was young and because of beginners luck, I won $10. :D It's been a long long time since I last strike any prize. Sigh..
Oh ya.. talking about gambling, the 2 casinos in Singapore have found fake chips which they are investigating who did it. Sometimes I really wonder.... is the opening of the 2 casinos a good or a bad thing? It's not something that I can change or control over. But seriously, the casinos are causing us a lot of trouble.
The government have been arresting people who gamble illegally at a gambling den. They discourage gambling. Then the stupid thing is that the casinos promote gambling and it's exactly the same as gambling illegally. Just that casino is legal.

I have a question which I have been thinking for the past few days. I didn't realise it until yesterday. I don't know if this is also the same in other country but I realise that bus drivers do not have a seat belt. Why? Traffic police have been promoting safety campaigns. Please drive safely, please do not drink and drive, please wear your seat belt etc. So by default, bus drivers should also wear a seat belt. I asked my friend why and he said that it's because bus travel at a slow speed. So they don't require a seat belt. SBS bus in Singapore have a speed limit of 60 km/h. Van and lorry also have a speed limit of 60km/h. So if there is a seat belt for van and lorry, I don't see why bus is so special. We cannot assume that the bus driver will be safe since they drive at a slow speed. Accidents do happen. There is no airbag or seat belt to save them at all.
I searched the question on google but no one can explain it. The debate goes on and on but no actions are taken. We must bear in mind that speed is not the only factor that leads to fatal accident.

Lastly, let's talk about the word 'assume'. We assume things because there is a high chance of occurring. When we see dark clouds, we will bring an umbrella knowing that it will rain soon. However, it's just that we are assuming that it will rain. It may not necessarily rain even though there are dark clouds.
Yawn... I shall continue this topic in the future. LOL. Too tired.

*continue* So problem arises when we assume the wrong thing. We assume things because there is a high chance of occurrence. 
For example, we assume that we will be safe from lightning strike as long as we stay indoor. But take a look at this article.
worlds-unluckiest-man-struck-by-lightning-inside-home/
As long as the probability of occurrence is not 0, we cannot say that it will not happen.

Hmm... I woke up this morning and saw a message received on my phone. It's my father and I was pretty shocked. He asked if I am free to come out at 11am today and I told him that I am not free because I have lessons in school. So he asked me what about this afternoon and I rejected him because my lesson end at 4pm. He didn't reply after that. I am confused..... and my heart hurts. I don't know what to do. Even though my parents are divorced, he's still my father after all. But I just can't forgive him.....not for the things that he have done to hurt mum. But because I have evidence to show that he's with another woman right now. I didn't tell my mother about this. Maybe she wouldn't even care about him even if I tell her that dad is dead. But I am seriously too disappointed in my father. He swore to me that he doesn't have a woman outside. And I don't know since when did this happen..... all I know is that my mum has reached her limit. I won't let anything hurt her anymore.......because the truth hurts.

Sigh... why do people cheat? I don't know. I cheated before but fortunately, my conscience woke me up. There are lots of weird things that we humans do without knowing why. A perfect example would be someone who smoke. Smokers know that smoking is bad for health. They also know that it's expensive to buy 1 packet of cigarette. But if you were to ask them why are they still smoking despite the cost and disadvantages, they themselves won't know why. Smokers can tell you a million times that they will quit. But in the end? You know the answer.
It takes a special and strong mindset to overcome those weird problems. Not that it's impossible.
Look at the sky.... and you will see hope.

19/1

Too busy to blog nowadays. LOL.... lots of work to be done. Went outside of school to have my lunch today. I ordered a bowl of dried noodle but the owner gave me a bowl of noodle soup instead. Well, I was pretty unhappy at first. But since it's already cooked, it's alright.
Erm... I have never tried the soup type before so today is the first time I tried it.
Basically what I wanna say is that after trying it, I find that it's better than the dried one.
Then I suddenly realise that I have learnt something new.

Sometimes because we always do the same thing, choose the same path to walk in life, think the same way as what we used to think, we have neglected the other alternatives that we can do. Maybe if we try to do the other way that we have never did in the past, things might change positively.

8/1/2011

Today is quite a tiring day.. lol... there's quite a number of things I wanna talk about.
Went to Toa Payoh to buy furniture with my family and I was kind of unhappy. I have been begging my mum to let me sit for class 2B motorcycle driving test but she kept rejecting me saying that it's too dangerous.... sigh..
I can't afford to buy a car even though I have a class 3 driving license now. I believe I can afford a motorbike and that's the reason why I wanna get a bike license.

Anyway, went to Liang court for our dinner at a Japanese restaurant name Tampopo. It's pretty interesting to eat there. Look at the photos below.

Soz.. the first photo features the common technology to serve sushi so that customers can take whatever sushi they want. So... you must be wondering... where are the sushi then? Yup, that's what attracted my attention. There is no sushi available at all. Maybe they are so busy that they don't have time to let them roll. LOL...
The second photo is my food. I ordered cold ramen. It's very delicious.

Talking about food, I am those type of people who are willing to pay a high price if the quality of the food is great. Food is a necessity to us. We are working so hard to earn money. Sometimes, we really have to spend the money to pamper ourselves. No matter how much we spent, we still can earn them back. But when happiness is gone, there is no way you can find it back.
Anyway, the third photo is something special. I am referring to the left yellow thing. It's added to my cold ramen. What's that? It's wasabi. Everyone know that wasabi is green in colour. But today, I saw a wasabi that is yellow in colour. How weird....

When we were walking back, I came across this street for nightlife people. haha.. it's Clarke quay. Full of pubs and clubs there.There is a club called Shanghai Dolly... it's always crowded and people have to queue to get in.
For girls, once you are 18 years old you can enter a club. But for guys, some clubs have different requirement. It can range from 18 to 23 years old. Simply because they need to attract more girls than boys. 
But girls going to a club must be mentally prepared that they will get touched here and there. Sometimes without even knowing who touched you. But it's okay... girls who often go to club are not considered decent girls anyway. Nowadays girls are getting brave. They said that it's alright if a handsome guy molested them. But they will slap a guy if he is ugly.
So what am I trying to say? I am trying to say that Singaporean girls are getting more materialistic than what they used to be.

2/1/2011 happy new year

Time pass so fast... it's already 2011. Happy new year to everyone... :D A new year shall lead to a new start.
Erm.. nothing much happened recently. Went to marina bay sand to shop yesterday and I saw my secondary school teacher, Mr Adrian Tay. He looked the same....nothing's changed.

My friend is entering NS very soon. It suddenly bothers me..... how's the life like in NS? I will be graduating from my school next year and then I will have to serve NS. Sigh...

Life is pretty good after I moved house. I don't know what am I feeling now.... I have lost a father but I feel nothing.
Recently there was this report talking about a super sports car with 6 wheels. :o pretty interesting. 4 front wheels and 2 rear wheels. Will that be our future car?

Today is my best friend's birthday. His 21st birthday. People say that when you are 21 years old, you must celebrate it with everyone you know as it represents adulthood. But looking at my friend, perhaps the world has changed... he did not celebrate it at all. Sometimes I wonder... what's the future like? Will everyone die in 2012 like what they said? Will everyone face poverty? Will humans be extinct?
But then looking back, it's better not to know what's the future. If we know what will happen in the future, won't it be boring? It's just like if there is a choice, everyone will choose to be rich. But if everyone in this world were to be rich suddenly, won't it be dull and bored?
Because we cannot buy everything that we desire.. that's what make life interesting.
The poor will try their best to earn money and they fear nuts because they have nothing to lose.
The rich will be elegant and spend lots of money but they fear tons of things because they have too much to lose.

My sister intend to buy a diamond ring yesterday. Yup, it cost a bomb. But what attracted my attention is not the price. What attracted my attention is the perception of women. Women who are single always hope to marry a rich guy so that he can buy her a big diamond ring. But then we can only see this situation in the television. The truth is the probability of this happening is less than 1%. Then I realise that women will be much more independent when they are married.
Soz... what about guys? What do they depend on girls? I am still thinking about it.

Dinner time...got to go... may the luck be with you.