Today is a Sunday. I wonder how are my friends? What are they doing?
Yesterday night I was with 2 of my best friend playing and drinking. We weren't drunk and we started talking about something serious..... something that affect all of us.
Life........ yup, what is life? I found out that I am not the only one who is sick and tired of life. Even my 2 best friends are tired of it. Sometime I really admire those adults living out there..... how did they manage to survive on this cruel and torturing world for so many years when I feel like dying with just 20 years.
I have this stupid and foolish mindset. If so many people are in pain right now because of their sad and pathetic life, why don't we gather everyone and commit suicide together?
I think some people(including me) regret being a human because of our past. Because humans have conscience..... when you have no choice but to go against your will, that's when you start to hate life.
I believe many people dislike life because they are not satisfied. They are unhappy with what they have now. They believe that they deserve something better than this. But then just when you thought that your life is bad enough, some people out there have a worse life than you.
Anyway, me and my friends went to the IT show today. Tong bought a anti-virus CD, his friend bought a earpiece and erm... hup bought the black ink for his printer.
Erm.... I am going to pluck out my last baby tooth tomorrow because it's shaking now.
Tomorrow my friend is going to have his first driving lesson. :D It reminds me of my first lesson last year. haha... They say without the past, there will be no present and without the present, there will be no future.
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