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31 January 2010

31/1

Hmm.. I don't actually wanna blog today but because of my blog slogan, I have to blog a bit... erm... nothing much happened today.... I finished my schedule regarding which day to study what for exam... and the schedule starts tomorrow.. so from tomorrow onwards, I may not have time anymore.

Hmm... the next thing that I want to talk about is that early in the morning when I was sleeping, my mum woke up because she have to go to work. So she opened my bag to take out my umbrella which I don't know and she saw my bottle of soju. Then in the afternoon she came back and said she is sure that I drank yesterday because of that bottle... so I told her no... I didn't drink.... that bottle I finished it long ago..LOL.... hmm.. speaking of chamisul... I really miss it... I want to buy it.. but it cost $15+ a bottle... sigh.... but better than me buying a pack of cigarette...

That's all... Goodnight..

30/1

Lets see erm... morning woke up at 11.45am.... reached my korean lesson place at 1.30pm and went to 7-eleven to buy baron's. Went up the classroom and was drinking and learning at the same time. So after a while my face got red as usual then my teacher asked me if that drink was beer..... so I said ya then he laughed and say I like alcohol very much..LOL.... so after that we have a turn by turn conversation in hangul about our family members then after that we also have a turn by turn reading time. So I was trying to pronounce those words by writing them then I didn't know it was my turn.... I thought my teacher was calling another guy... So I finally realise he was calling me... then he say he think I am drunk while I beg to differ...LOL... so we carried on... after that I met my family at the bus stop opposite my school... then when they arrive, my auntie asked why was my face and neck red so I acted blur by saying really meh? So my grandma and auntie asked me if I drank alcohol so I lied to them that I didn't drink also... my mum smelled if there is any alcohol smell with me and luckily, she can't smell it... So we took MRT to Queenstown... then took bus 195 to Queensway shopping mall to buy my chinese new year shoe.

I feel so happy because finally my wish of owning a pair of nike running shoe is fulfilled. So after choosing which one I like and comparing the price for hours, I finally decided to buy that pair... but when I told the staff I want to buy, she told me that that pair of shoe is actually meant for woman.... I know.... cause in the past all my nike shoes are all for woman.... I like the color... that's why..... so she started to intro me men's running shoe.... got nike,adidas etc... So I told her I don't really like adidas but she tell me majority of the people who buy branded shoes feel that adidas is better than nike... in terms of durability, I agree adidas is better. But in terms of overall, I think nike is the best. lol... So I decided to buy that men's nike shoe that she intro me then I was going to withdraw money from the ATM but just nice, the ATM is out of service. So me and my auntie went opposite the shopping mall to withdraw the money from another ATM. While walking back, we were chatting with each other that we forgot it's red light and we crossed the road. So before crossing halfway, a taxi horned at us because it's red light and we didn't know. So we stepped back quickly and continue crossing the road even though it's red still.... I wonder what will happen if that taxi actually did bang both of us.... lol... touchwood...

After buying my shoe, we went to chinatown. Wa sian... everyone was like you push I squeeze situation. So I got irritated and I kept asking my mum to go back home. We then went to a hawker centre to eat then I realise that many uncle ordered tiger beer and carlsberg in those glass bottle and it's not just 1 or 2. There are around 10 tables with beer and 1 table have around at least 3 bottles of beer... So I saw this particular table with 12 bottles of carlsberg and there is only 5 of them... omg... I wonder how come they can drink so much... maybe they are used to it liao.... hmm... I am late to blog today again.... and I guess that's all because it's getting late.... take care people.... thanks for reading my blog.......

Oh last but not least, I have to blog about my brother today. He is attending kindergarden this year and today, he keep telling me there is this girl called Mandy in his class and he likes her alot and he always play with her.. So I was like huh? You serious? You actually played with a girl? I know there is nothing wrong playing... but when I was at his age... I don't even dare to talk to anyone.... and yet my brother actually dare to play? LOL.... he isn't afraid of strangers then.... So the whole day he have been telling me that he wants Mandy to come here to go shopping together with him.. So I was like huh?...... LOL.... LMAO...... I told him it's impossible and everything was fine... so my brother was actually sitting inside those toys... you know.. those toys that you have to insert a dollar or 20 cents to get the machine to play some music and move like it's real... ya.. he was sitting in it and refuse to go... cause we were about to go somewhere else. So no matter how my mum persuade him to leave, he just won't leave. So I decided to try him... I told him lets go and find Mandy... and guess what? he get off the machine immediately and tell me okay.... wth.... he is only 4 years old this year and I strongly agree with people when they say the younger generations are so smart nowadays. Generally the T in NRIC. My brother NRIC starts with T because T represents 20. S represents 19 which is my generation...... Time changes so fast.... I believe when my brother enter primary school, he will be using computer to help his homework liao... like go google to search for infomation... that's crazy.... the age gap between me and my brother is 15 years so I seriously don't understand what will he be thinking when he is in primary 3? When he is primary 3, I will be 24 years old.. maybe I will be in the UNI or I will be married already... who knows.... So the main question that got me thinking today is 'all of us are human beings...why is the younger generation so much smarter'?

30 January 2010

29/1... the special day.

Today is the special day... because qiao left tonight... so early morning 11am I had my POM tutorial.... Then the whole day, I was thinking how to manage my time because I want to bring qiao to that place that I want to go with her but I forgot that today I must attend that stupid business forum thing. So after POM I had my lunch which we went to bizpark to eat.. I had erm.... what did I had? ....... oh... chicken chop....

Recently I am trying to re-format my brain... yup.. you didn't see wrongly... so basically to do that, I have to forget everything.. including who am I. I can then study for exam through memorising them. lol... Anyway.. after lunch 2pm we had bus stats class test.. I forgot to bring the textbook and initially I thought I won't need it because I forgot I must make use of the t and z table. I thought I can survive without the textbook.LOL.. but teacher called me to find one and the only person who can save me currently is only sean. So I called him lor....hoping that he got bring the textbook. He told me he don't have bus stats today but luckily, his friend got bring the textbook.. so he rushed to give me because I told him I am going to have the test in 5 mins time. Thank him so much man... got to treat him something next time.

So during the test I manage to do the first few questions.. but the last question I suddenly can't remember whether to use x or x bar. So I think for 15 mins and decided to use x bar.. phew... but then I didn't shade the graph etc... I will get minus mark in the last question.. but nvm.... I don't really care about that. After bus states tutorial, I went to return the textbook to sean and went to library to wait for 5pm.... At 5pm, I had to queue up to register to enter the LT and so I did. After entering the LT, it was full house with no seat left but there are still students.. so they have to sit on the stairs instead... lol... I was sitting at the back and the forum starts. I saw some seniors passing papers to some particular people and I was wondering what is it? So just nice, the guy beside me got one too.. So I heard the seniors calling them to ask those questions in the paper to start the ball rolling.. I was like scolding vulgarity in my heart because that seems like despicable means to me.

So they started asking questions like why is the school computer internet so slow... blah blah blah... then I wanted to ask a question actually but there is no time... I am in a hurry to meet qiao also.... So the question that I wanted to ask was actually why isn't essential japanese in the CDS available to normal students? In other words, why is essential japanese only for cert program student? I took intro to jap as CDS before and as you know, the things that you learn inside are only the basic.... basically the 5 vowels... a,e,i,o,u. But intro to jap didn't even teach you hiragana, kanji all that... if you are interested, you will also know that there is this thing called JLPT in singapore. It stands for Japanese Language Proficiency Test. In JLPT, there are 4 levels. 1 being the hardest and 4 being the easiest. Recently, JLPT 5 is created... it's coming soon.... but with these a,e,i,o,u, if you go take JLPT 5, I will laugh my ass out because you will get 0. So essential japanese actually teaches student how to write kanji etc... My opinion is that intro to jap cover the writing part too...

So anyway, the forum ended at 7pm and there was some refreshments given to us but I didn't eat because I am in a hurry and so I rush down to city hall mrt to meet up with qiao. She looks so beautiful today.... so pretty... just like a princess...haha... so I brought her to suntec city.... the benches at the fountain of wealth and she was wondering why did I brought her there.... so actually I got things planned at there already... I bought 11 red roses and asked the deliveryman to send there at 8.30pm. It's just some surprises from me before she leave.... she was shocked because I seldom give surprises..haha.... and then from there we chatted while watching the fountain of wealth... I chose that place because at night, it's romantic... seriously.... today is a special day too.. because the moon is so round....
 

So beautiful.... So she also have a surprise for me by saying that her dad actually approve both of us to continue to be together...meaning I passed the interview. :) So both of us laughed and smiled while chatting.. but time pass very fast..... it's around 9.30pm already and she got to go take the mrt... So I actually told her that I want to see her off because in April I didn't get to see her off..... and I have to be present so that her parents will know that I care for her too... so she still say no...she don't wanna cry and leave again... but I told her this time is different.... we know that this time if we cry, we will be crying because we are happy that we are back together.... not that we are breaking up.... so she finally agree.... then we took mrt to changi airport.... when we reach there it's about time she check-in.... so we found her parents and just slowly walk to the entrance... I don't have any ticket so I can't enter... We had a long hug again... then tears started to roll down her cheek... while seeing her tear rolling down... I got emotional and started to cry a little as well... but well... I believe in one thing.... ' when there is beginning,there will be ending'. So it's time to say goodbye... take care.... She gave me back my necklace which she have been wearing all these days and I gave her a coin.. This is a very special coin.. although it's kinda cheap... but it's a coin that only can be bought at one place in singapore.. which is suntec city. There is this machine outside Carrefour.. it cost $2 per coin and there are 4 designs to choose from... I bought the 'I love you' coin long ago and I gave it to her today... :')

So at 10.30pm... she went in.... with tears... but with smile too.... So I stood outside till I can't see her anymore and I left to take bus 27 to go home... Reach home around 12am plus and watched channel 8 till 1am. At 12am every weekdays, they showing Bruce Lee... how he manage to be so good fighter. 

Hmm.. I guess that's all.... after typing for so long my hands are tired... tomorrow got korean class also... got to sleep soon....

28 January 2010

28/1

This morning 9am had my bus stats lecture. Woke up at 8am and found out that I am going to be late. Received sean sms that he will meet me at 11am instead.LOL... so took bus and reached school exactly at 9am. After bus stats lecture end...around 10.45am, I had my BA lecture at 11am. So hungry... lecture halfway 11.30am sean sms me say he reach le.. So went out of LT to take things from him. Listening to music until handphone left last bar of battery. So cannot listen anymore.... then on laptop to continue listening.. then realise that laptop also going no battery...sigh.... so no choice but to off it as I need to use it later. So BA lecture ended and I went to 4th floor and sat outside sean's class. Saw his class having macro presentation. Then I transfer his CS files to my laptop. Hmm.. waited till 1.30pm to ask mr hansen something. So after asking him, suddenly me and sean went to hougang mall to play LAN... today is my first time playing LAN..LOL.... seriously never go LAN to play before. So we went to eat first and then buy something. After that we played CS for 15 mins and the rest of the time on L4D 2. LOL... today is my first time playing L4D 2 also.

Anyhow take gun and shoot those zombie... then there is this monster called 'witch'.... I don't know what is it... so I only know shoot all those zombie means correct liao... so I shoot her but she didn't die.. So I continue shooting but she still haven't die. So she charged at me for shooting her and I have to move back and continue shooting... finally she die..... Then sean tell me that witch if I never shoot her, usually she won't bother me.. LOL.... I don't know.. all I know is see zombie means shoot... So played around 1 hour plus and left.... went to h-k house straight away and had a fun time playing with each other... haha.. every reaction of her keeps making me laugh... Then suddenly we ended up hugging each other because tomorrow is the day she will be leaving... I wanted to send her off tmr but she insisted that I don't go... reason being both of us will cry if I send her off tmr...and this remind us of the memories in April where we broke up. So....to make her vacation to SG a happy one, I won't see her off tomorrow... farewell, my love... 사랑해요.

Her flight is at night... So after bus stats tutorial tmr I believe I have time to take her to a place where I have always wanted to go there with her... sigh... time pass so fast.... But I have to accept it....

SNSD

The link above is a music video of SNSD... it's under top favourite in youtube today. One thing that got me wonder was is this really SNSD? Are they actually dancing in this music video? I believe they wasn't because I seen them before so I kept thinking why didn't they dance for real? Maybe they wanted to promote themselves as cute instead... nvm...

So another group which is quite famous as SNSD in korea is Brown eyed girls. I don't know much about them because I don't support them....

Then next we have the wonder girls... If you think that they are famous then you are wrong.. they aren't really that famous in korea at all... This is due to the fact that majority of the koreans love to sing and dance. So to get into the industry, it's pretty hard for them. That is why they usually include english inside their song. Koreans who can speak english well is considered a big deal in korea.

Finally, we have the beat of angel(Boa). In terms of experience and popularity, she is number one. But her status is currently declining because she don't really hang out in korea anymore. She is moving more to Japan.

And erm.. of course, we have boys band like super junior..TVXQ ....

mixed band like Big Bang....

Basically to enter the k-pop industry, the group must know how to dance and speak english if possible. They wanna fight with j-pop.

Anyway..  that's all for all these k-pop things.. it's study-pop time. Got POM homework, bus stats homework and I got to study for bus stats tomorrow.

27 January 2010

27/1

Today morning meet in school at 8.30am for CDS project presentation rehearsal. So my part is the conclusion and our group is the first to present. So after our group end the presentation, we went back to the classroom to call the next group out and do our tutorial homework. So I saw the notice saying on 10 Feb, I will be having my CDS final sem test. So I was unhappy because actually I can have LOA for that day because DPA freshies are coming in and I can get to have fun with them on that day... then sian... I cannot go liao. After CDS tutorial ended, I went to design school to print my mkt notes but they printing for design students only.. so I went to IIT block to print. So coincident, I met yvonne, Ying jia and yuwen at the bench outside library. They are my micro group.LOL...

I don't really know what happened to me today too.... 12pm I am supposed to have my mkt lecture and I didn't go.I feel that I am unable to learn in mkt lecture at all. Mkt lec isn't nice without paul ng. So in the end, I skipped lecture.. first time in my poly life I did that... feels kinda strange... so sean told me that he was at somerset and I told him I skipped lecture. Hmm... he asked me how can like that? I am a model student but I skipped?lol.... So I was feeling guilty too. Meanwhile, almost everyone who didn't attend the lecture is sitting at the benches outside the LT. So I sat down with them and all my problems just came to me.... cigarette....exam.....everything... I have to put an end to it or else I will go mad for sure. So that point of time I thought of things that can make my mind return to normal and I have to do that because micro presentation is at 3.30pm. So I thought of drinking... Yuwen,jane and shi lin wanted to go opposite school eat so I followed them and eat. After eating I went to a supermarket to buy a can of beer and when I return back to the foodcourt.... I saw several people smoking.... I stared at them.... generally the cigarette without knowing what am I doing... It seems shocking to me because I asked myself why am I staring at the cigarette and my answer was lets try it. But I will never do that because I have seen the serious effects of smoking on my grandpa before. I no longer know what I want... I no longer know what are my dreams... without them, I can't move on.

So after all of us eat finish, we went back to school and meet up with our micro group. I started drinking at around 2pm and I drank as fast as I could... So after drinking I played counter strike using yuwen's laptop and everything seems fine... my face was red but I wasn't blur at all. Finally I manage to kill people in CS...LOL.. I know I am noob.. so at 3.20pm, it's time for us to go up and we went up... the group before us haven't enter yet. So we waited outside and I feel very sleepy... Then the group before us went in and I was still outside waiting... trying to take a nap. Then it was my group's turn to present... And I know the effects of the alcohol inside me haven't end yet. So I am starting to be blur and so I went to toilet to wash my face. Even during the presentation, I was blur. Looks like I may fail quitting drinking... we shall see...sigh...

Anyway erm.. I don't want to say who is this girl but her appearance today seriously shocked the hell out of me.. I didn't expect her to wear like that to school... spoiled my image of her.. sigh.... Therefore, I created a law of mine called ' First impression is never accurate'.

So the micro presentation ended and we stayed back to take some pictures... then we went home.. I was in bus 8 and I still feel sleepy.. so I took a nap and manage to wake up in time to stop at Ubi there. Then I took bus 854 and I fall asleep. When I wake up, the bus just nice left the bus stop where I am suppose to get down. So I have to pretend that nothing has happened and then I pressed the doorbell. So today I ended up walking extra distance home. So I went home to bath.... after that I went out again to find h-k. Everytime when I see her, I will be happy for sure.. but the problem is....sigh.... tomorrow and friday is the last day we can stay together... and tomorrow I have to study for my bus stats test.... sian... spoil my mood....

Hmm... I shall end here bah... Good luck to everyone taking bus stats test on friday. Don't forget it's open book.

26 January 2010

26/1

This morning 11am had my CDS project meeting and went off at 12.30pm to have my lunch with qu xin at bizpark. 1pm had my micro lecture and 3pm there was 1 hour break.. went out of school to meet up with my friend and 4pm had marketing tutorial. Tomorrow having CDS and micro presentation. Hmm... I don't really feel like I am myself today. I don't know what happened.... I don't know what's wrong. I feel that...... that person inside me is back.... ya... I have something called split personality.... If you don't know what is it, it's hard for me to explain but it's a mental problem... I feel like I am sleeping but actually, I am not.... it's like I am someone else.. and I won't know what am I doing. So today I was eating a lollipop and after eating it, I remembered I was biting it and acting like that stick is a cigarette. I am sure I didn't smoke at all in my life but...... what happen if the other me actually smoked? I am confused..... I need to calm down... And well.. because of this stupid thing.. I find that I am eating a lot today.. always feeling hungry... always feeling tired. I hope this problem will vanish again soon.... Today is the 3rd day I stopped drinking. Miss my soju very much but can't buy. Miss my beer too.... :( Hmm... let me share with you something called ShakeSMS. It's a cool technology for SMS. ShakeSMS supports my nokia N95 but I don't know if other phone can use it. Basically when you receive a sms, first of all, you got to unlock your phone...and then view your message... then click reply. However, with ShakeSMS, once you receive the sms, all you got to do is to shake your phone one time and ShakeSMS will automatically help you unlock and open the message. Tilt right to reply. That's how fast and easy it is. The video below illustrate ShakeSMS. So ShakeSMS function as tilt right = reply tilt left = delete sms tilt up= go to inbox tilt down = go back to main screen.

25 January 2010

25/1

Today is a pretty busy day... Lets see erm.... morning 9am had my POM lecture... then ended at 11am.... straight away 11am I also had my BA tutorial.. then ended at 12pm+. Then went to hougang to eat and decided to go home to take a bath before I go find h-k but I met my mother and brother at the concourse of my house. My brother is going for school so my mum asked me to follow and I did. So walked to his school and wait for 5 mins before the door opened. Everyone was wearing uniform by now except my brother because my mum haven't buy it yet. So everyone entered the classroom except my brother also... he was starting to cry and refuse to go in.. sigh.. here is a picture of him before entering the classroom.





Then he started crying and my mum forced him to enter the class and the door is closed. We then went to buy his uniform at the opposite block. But when we got there, some bank transaction problem occurred. The payment method was by his baby bonus but the deduction was unsuccessful. So we checked what happened and we found out that the account number sent was incorrect. After that, we walked home and I took a bath then went out to h-k's house.

Today is a surprising day because she told me 15 of her relatives are coming to her house for dinner tonight. So I was like huh? You got so many relatives in SG? I seriously didn't even know you had one. So we spent a couple of hours doing our own stuff together and at night, h-k and her mum got to cook dinner for those relatives. I wanted to help but she refused to let me enter the kitchen... It's some rules that I wasn't told of maybe. So I only helped by carrying the food from kitchen to the dining table. Geez... I have never seen so much food before... there were like around 16 dishes and 10 of them are spicy food... So I was asked to stay for dinner with them too but I have to leave after the dinner because I have homework to do.

And hmm.. we cooked finish at 7.30pm and all the relatives came at 8.15pm. So all of us just sat at the dining table with so many chairs and I was sitting beside h-k. So everyone was talking in Korean language which I don't understand because I just learned them... So I can only listen and eat and can't talk with them... lol... so sad... Hmm.. the food was very delicious..  h-k's mum can cook very well... So erm... after eating I got to go and I went off home.

Just arrived home... luckily only have one homework which is marketing. Phew...

Anyway erm.. tomorrow morning 11am my CDS group meeting because of some theory question... and today is the 2nd day since I stopped drinking...hopefully I can continue like this....

Time to do my mkt homework..

Jing Kai

YO Jing Kai.. I am here to blog about you in my blog.. haha.. I know you have been looking at my blog when you are free.. Well... ok... frankly speaking.. I wanted to call you long ago..  But I know you have a lot of questions to ask me.. and I don't really want to answer them... because erm... they are pretty hard for me to explain.. I am sorry, Jing kai.. I believe one of the question you want to ask me is why did I change my name to Richard... I know you want to ask me about my facebook things too.. those secrets of mine.. is it true? I know you want to ask me everything because you got 0% for that quiz of mine... But then I have been busy nowadays.. I will call you one day... don't worry Jing Kai... By then, you can shoot me all your questions and I will answer you if I can. Take care, brother.. Oh... erm.. Jing kai, if you see this paragraph of mine, can you leave a comment for me? So that I know you saw this? Thanks bro.. Take care... don't let anyone bully you... follow Richard's law if possible... Richard's law states that ' do what you like and reject what you don't like if possible'. You are older than me.. your thinking must be more matured than me too..  Remember to leave a comment in my blog once you see this, Jing Kai...

From RCYY with love.

24 January 2010

24/1

Went to school for my CDS project at 12pm. Hmm... drank finish my vodka. Don't intend to buy anymore as promise to stop. So after school go h-k house sit and talk.... came back home around evening as micro project has to be done. So currently doing it.... after that got to do my CDS also.... and then do BA2 homework.... luckily marketing project is done... phew... I only have 1 week left to relax and fool around. Starting from next monday, I am going to start revising mkt,micro,bus stats, BA and POM. Time is so short...sigh...

We kinda feel that long-distance relationship is hard to go on.... But since both of us have gone through so much hardship and problems, we shall stand together and overcome this problem. But..... I am just afraid that both of us will be tired because of this.... sigh.... lets see how it goes...let nature take its course.

Anyway erm... I created my own theme for my hp and I like it. Especially the background..LOL... but the colors are just fine... not really that good as in they don't really have the light blue that I want. So I have to use dark blue.

I guess that's all for today... feel sleepy but can't sleep because of my projects and homework again... Best wishes to whoever who manage to see this...LOL...


Lovely

23/1

Woke up in the morning so that I can have more time with qiao. You know... I have been laughing at myself today.. When I have free time, I didn't cherish it. But when there isn't enough time, I start to scold why is time so short.LOL.. So I accompanied her till afternoon and I got to go because today is my auntie's son 1st birthday. So went there and ate the food.... play some music... have some fun.....

After that I realise that tomorrow I need to go back school for my CDS project...then I got to do micro project by tomorrow also..sian...

Anyway, I found a few cool applications for my wife and I am still searching for more. Instead of using my wife as per normal, I am starting to use voice command too. It's pretty handy as I can use my own words to command my wife to do things.. for example when I say SMS, my wife will auto create a new SMS. That's how cool it is. But that's already installed in my phone when I bought it. Just that I didn't use it in the past. So I am searching for applications that are special. I found a few like ShakeSMS and it's convenient too. There are some super cool ones but they don't have the signed version. Applications must be signed so that they can be used. Sigh... my BTT is coming soon.. hopefully I can pass.

It has been long since LSRGK meet up... hopefully we can have one real soon too. 

Take care, people.

Richard's law: A number times 6 divide by 2 is not equal to the number times 3.
Think about my law above and you may not agree with me for the first time. But you will when you think deeply into it. There is a meaning to it.

23 January 2010

22/1

Hmm... tired...lol... but I enjoyed my day though. 9am met up for my POM project meeting to rehearse and then 11am is my presentation. Hmm... luckily my POM tutor good mood today and we were given more than 12 mins for our presentation. Ended at 1.30pm and rushed to go for the DPA meeting then 2pm rushed to go for my bus stats tutorial. LOL.. after school went to eat with qu xin...damn hungry. So went home and bath then went to meet up h-k at vivo.

We have exactly 7 days left...sigh... anyway, I miss the moment when both of us walk along the water at the rooftop... haha... then went to play...after that we went to her house. Both of us were sitting on a bed then she was reading a book. I was so tired that I hugged her and slept. LOL... She didn't wake me up too :(

Oh no..it's 12AM now.. I am late to blog..lol... so I woke up and we had dinner together.. In the meantime, she was telling me there are some pretty cool application that I can download to my phone. So kinda searching for them now.

Oh erm.. Last but not least.. recently I notice that google is providing translation. Meaning you can translate a URL address from english to another language such as chinese. However, I would recommend people not to use it. The translation isn't accurate at all.

21 January 2010

21/1

Must rehearse for my POM presentation and study my BTT so I don't really have much time now...Just like most of you... Good luck.... Nothing interesting happened today....just that in my POM skit, I was given the role of a sissy... I tried my best to act like one but I can't do it nicely.. I am sorry.... So we changed the roles.

Hmm.... That's all I guess.. cya..

20 January 2010

20/1

Sian.. It took me 15 mins to enter my blog.. internet damn slow... So erm... I had my CDS tutorial today at 9am and I was given the group assignment 3 which contains 20% of my overall marks. So we were told to go yahoo.com finance tab to copy the graph for DBS bank. The y-axis is the money of the share price in dollar and the x-axis is the number of months. So there is one question asking what is purpose of the first derivation of the equation of the curve? So I was thinking.. hmm.... differentiating the equation will give me dy/dt. Meaning with respect to time. So it must be rate of change. So I messaged Gurwin to confirm with him because he is taking engineering math... I forgot my A.math already. So at first he tell me it's not... then I was like huh? Serious? Then last min he say oh ya.. you are right.. it's rate of change.LOL.. scare me sia...

Anyway, I don't feel stress anymore after calming myself down. I must solve my problems one at a time. Thanks Hup for helping me relief my stress. So after CDS I wanted to print my mkt notes so I went to design school and wa lao... they only printing for design students... so I have no idea where to go for thumbdrive printing. I went to library level 1 and they ask me to go to level 2 to 5. Then I went to level 2 just to find out that I don't have paper to print. Luckily, I met Helmi and he told me IT school can print. So I went there to print but they only can print 1 slide 1 page.... can't print handouts of 4 slides in 1 page..sigh.. wasted my money....

12pm had my mkt lecture and after that, 2pm was my micro tutorial. Mr vincent came in to teach us for micro today.. I was happy...because I like the way he teach.. Fast and straight. In addition, students get what he is trying to say. His explanation is good too. So 4pm micro ended and my POM group had our project meeting. The things that we created made me wonder whether am I a business or design student but it's alright.... I believe my POM group mate can do it... and that includes me. Have been slacking the most in my group today..LOL... the funny part is that usually, I am the one who always ask qu xin weird question. I am always the one who talk a lot. However, today me and qu xin switched position. He kept asking me weird question and talk more than I do. LOL.... I feel like qu xin isn't who he is today...haha..

Ended project meeting at 8pm+ and hmm... good job,people... trying my best to manage my time... Got to spend more time accompanying h-k because the days that she remain in SG is very short. Next friday is the day she leave... sigh... sob sob.... I will miss you...    love you,honey.

Hmm.. quite tired now... Oh erm.. I saw the poster regarding bad effects of alcohol and I was laughing because I believe people who drink won't give a damn to it... including me...  it's like we know drinking and smoking is bad... but whether to stop drinking or smoking, only one itself can decide. So actually putting up all those posters are useless. Anyway... I bought vodka blue today. :)

Hmm... but then today... Maybe qu xin was right... maybe I should stop drinking...maybe he was right that I am addicted to alcohol too. So today.... I have chosen a new path of road... I decided not to drink after I finish all my current wine with me. But I need time. Lets give it a try.

Good luck to everyone for everything.

19 January 2010

19/1 richard's greatest depression day

Today is one of my greatest depression day. I have never felt so depressed before and I don't know what to do. I feel very tired....I don't feel like carrying on anymore...but I have to accept this is life and I am the one who chose to come to polytechnic. I feel that polytechnic can be super stressful especially when you have lots of projects/presentations to work on.

The main cause of my depression today is time. Why is time so important? Why won't time wait for you? Why do you have to catch up with time? Why do time exist? Sometimes I just don't understand. However, I believe in my law which states that life must go on no matter you are happy or sad. So lets choose happy.

This afternoon 1pm I had my micro lecture. After lec ended I followed Helmi and the rest to cyber centre. They were taking some photos there for their presentation I believe. So my depression started when I realise that today is 19 of Jan. February is coming real fast and I hate it.... Because Feb is where all my nightmares will come to me. First of all, h-k is leaving soon... she have to go back because her school start in Feb. Sigh...feel kinda sad. Then I saw the danceWorks! 2010 poster at SAA level 2. I feel even more depressed as joining this competition was one of my wish. But I can't seem to find any friends to join me... and the closing date for registration is 25 Jan. I will never make it in time... sigh... so I decided to give up joining it.

So I went to my marketing tutorial and I was feeling scared... because I realise that presentation for POM is just this friday and there is very little time to rehearse and we need to create our own skit. I know my POM tutor is very stingy regarding time and therefore, time must be very accurate. My heart trembled with fear because of the word 'time'. After mkt tutorial, my POM group mates meet up for only around 15 mins. Yvonne told us the skit she have in mind but I was afraid that it's not interesting..... Time isn't enough and we can't make any big changes. So we have limited choices. I don't know why am I being so negative today... Everything seems not usable and it won't work to me. Then I realise that next week is micro presentation. I felt even more depressed... time is so tight.....damn it...

In addition, 22 to 25 Feb I will be having final exam. 8 Feb I will be having my BTT. At the same month, I will be having my korean test also. So today I feel extremely stress... I have never felt so stress like this before.

So I tried to calm myself down and take one step at a time. In chinese, there is a sentence called ' 走一步,看一步。‘ So I decided to adopt this strategy to relief my stress. I had dinner with qu xin at bizpark and I felt better after relaxing and telling him how I feel. I created a new richard's law today. It states that as long as you are a human, you will make careless mistake. The main thing that we should focus on is not the mistake but to remember not to repeat this mistake in the future. That's how we humans learn... from our mistake which form part of our experience.

I hope Feb holiday faster come as my nightmare will all be gone and I will be able to work during the holidays. I feel damn bored at home during holidays. So gotta make full use of my time.. time is money.

Hmm.. time to study my BTT and do micro homework.... May my stress all be gone.

Sentence of the day: Cherish what you have and accept what you don't have.

'Whose line is it anyway'?  The link on the left is one of my favorite show that I used to watch in midnight. Haha... they are very funny at times.

Relationship

As you can see, the main topic here is relationship. I didn't post this just for fun in my blog but I post because I think this is one of the main factor affecting people, especially teenagers


Richard's simplified 4 stages law of relationship
 
Stage 1. How many of you had a crush on someone before but dare not tell him because you fear that the relationship between you and him won't turn out well?
-If you are one of them, then I would say you are the type of girl that lack confidence. You may have phobia of getting rejected and you dislike risk taking stuff. The way your mind think is very narrow. Meaning that you only believe in 'possible' or 'impossible'. You seldom will think of hmm.. lets give it a try..maybe things will turn out well?

Stage 2. How many of you actually gave hints to this guy that 'Hey, I am interested in you?
-It's good to drop hints sometime to give a early warning. However, some hints are ignored because that guy didn't notice it. So your hints must be noticeable but not too obvious. If you are one of them, you probably would like playing puzzle. You drop a puzzle a day and that guy slowly pick it up one by one till he get the full picture. This is a good sign as you are fighting for your happiness. Happiness will never come to you unless you reach out for it. If you are at this stage, you will find that you will either end up in stage 1 again or move on to stage 3.

Stage 3: How many of you actually told a guy that you like him before(doesn't have to be face-to-face)?
- If you are the type of person who is at stage 3, I admire you in the sense that you are brave, unlike most girls. Personally, when I reach this stage, I seldom use face-to face method because of the 'weird' feeling. I can't explain this weird feeling because you will only know how it feels when you are at this stage. So for girls who actually have this weird feeling, you can try my method. I used before sms,msn,writing letter and face-to-face. If you are an experienced relationship person, you should know that face-to-face is known as direct method while the rest such as sms are known as the indirect method.

Stage 4: Stage 4 is known as the SorB. It stands for stead or break. After stage 3, you will end up on stage 4. So after telling him that you like him, it means that you are asking him for a date. A date(yes/no) is similar to a coin(head/tail) in the sense that there is only 2 possible outcome. There shouldn't be the outcome of 'maybe'.

Richard's 4 stages of relationship applies to most situation. However, bear in mind that every different relationship have different problem/situation. Therefore, these 4 stages may not be 100% usable.

Signed and written by RCYY.

18 January 2010

18/1

Woke up early in the morning 7.30am... had POM lecture at 9am and BA tutorial at 11am. Hmm.. I drank a can of Sapporo because it's going to expire soon and I wanted to drink my Carlsberg too but when I open it, the alcohol smell isn't right.... the smell ran away... sigh... Released school around 12+ and went to tampines mall to have my lunch. I went to buy my bus concession first...then went to the korean shop to buy beer...I kinda like korean stuff nowadays. Oh ya... the soju that they are selling is only at $15+ but don't have to buy because I already have a bottle.

So I went to the foodcourt to eat, I was ordering noodles dry and I didn't know where to sit because all the seats are occupied by people. So I went to this uncle and asked him if I can sit down and it feels weird because I have never sat at the same table with strangers before. So he told me only 1 seat is unoccupied. So I sat down and started eating. His wife and daughter came afterward and his wife went off to buy some food. The uncle started to feed his daughter to eat and I feel it's touching...... the little girl is just around 3 years old.After eating, I just left and took bus 23 to school.

Wa sian.. today have BA test at 7pm to 8pm. So tiring. Went to library for a few hours and went to bizpark to eat chicken chop. Hmm.. the beer....chicken chop and noodles dry cost me $10+ already... wonder why I spend so much today... got to cut cost...

Recently I have been drinking in class... this is because I can't drink at home...lol... hmm.... I feel weird if I don't drink. So erm... I was about to enter LT26 to have my test but I saw qu xin and I wanted to fight with him because of my pride again!!! LOL.. nah.. just kidding... I am tired of fighting le... I found out today that I am not fighting to win anyone. I am fighting for myself....my future. I was just pretending that I wanna challenge you, qu xin.. Let's jia you together.

The test is 1 hour and I saw some people starting to leave at the 35th min onwards but I don't care. I realise that finishing fast doesn't mean anything. It doesn't mean that you will get all correct. You need to double check. So after double checking, I left at the 45th min... I went to the bus stop and waited for 15 min for bus 8 to arrive. I was about to board the bus but when I took out my wallet, I found out that I left my matric card in the LT. So I ran to the LT to find it and luckily.. Clive kept it for me.. Phew.. damn tired... I was very thirsty so I wanted to buy some drinks but I have no coins. So I borrowed a dollar from Mankirat. lol.. must remember to return him tomorrow. So on my way to the bus stop again, I met Aybel. He was smoking... so bus 8 came and both of us boarded the bus.
Hmm.. actually.... I did wanted to smoke before. But the price of a pack of cigarette is too expensive. I would have bought a pack if the price was cheaper but nah... maybe I don't belong to the people who smoke...... I think I belong to the people who drink... But speaking of drinking... I have never gotten drunk before. Seriously... my definition of drunk is that you have no idea what you are doing and you totally can't think when someone ask you questions.

Alright... got to do marketing homework now.. sleep well, everyone... Have a nice day.

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17 January 2010

17/1

This morning woke up quite early to have breakfast with her family. Haha... enjoyed the rest of the day doing lots of things together e.g. shopping...walking...playing around....lol.. got back home at around 5 or 6pm...can't remember..

Today I suddenly thought of my hobby... which is dancing. I have this feeling of wanting to dance again...but every time when I do that, my leg will start to pain again. It's not really that kind of serious injury that I am having so I believe I can still continue with my hobby. I got this leg injury 3 years ago...when I was sec 4. There was this guy called Francis. He is my classmate and he is known as the terminator because his muscle is so strong that he have the strength of an adult. So I remember there was once in class.... we were having a lesson but the teacher for that subject was absent. So another teacher came in and allowed us to do our own stuff..meaning it's a free period.

So all the guys were gathering around a table to chat. The girls were doing their own stuff at their own table. I forgot what exactly happened.. but in sec 4, I am a nerd. At that moment I didn't know how to dance too.. I didn't even know what is moonwalk because I haven't met h-k yet. So I remembered I was standing up... then Francis carried me up... high in the air.. my body weight is extremely light so it's easy to carry me. So I was telling him to let me down but for some reason, he threw me instead.  It's kinda like those WWE real throwing. So I fell down and the left side of my body landed on the ground.

It's super painful. So painful that when I open my mouth to shout, nothing came out... I can't say a word at all. I can barely move because my lower body was in pain. So I remembered after lying down on the floor for 5 secs, Sean , one of my best friend currently, came to help me get up.

That's how I got my leg injured. It took me 3 weeks for the pain to be gone..within this 3 weeks, I can't run at all. It hurts when I run. And I walk like as if I am an old man. So during the end of year of sec 4, I met h-k and she started to teach me how to dance. That's when I started learning and self-learn too.

My hip-hop and popping were learned from her. Then I self-learn by watching youtube videos for breakdance,locking and popping. But I found out that I can't really focus on footwork because of my injured leg. So the entire sec 5 I didn't really practice on dancing at all until I enter poly. I remembered last year when I entered TP, I wanted to join TPDE as my cca because that's hip-hop. But in the end I didn't because I scared that I will fail the audition. So I didn't register at all.. which I regret till now. Then during my CSA formal presentation, I danced for my group and my leg was painful again.. so I decided not to dance anymore during that time. I watched the video of me dancing and I find it sucks... A body roll shouldn't look like the one that I did.. It should have been much more smooth....and nice. Body roll is similar to body wave.

Oh ya.. thinking back.. It was qu xin who told me to create a dance performance as a unique feature of our presentation. At first I seriously wanted to reject him.. Time wasn't enough... but because of marks... I did it..LOL... but seriously it was tough.. I only had 1 day to choose a song and dance according to it, then 2 days to practice it. So I only had 3 days of practice for the presentation.

Currently I am trying to find 2 types of friends. 1st being the people who know how to dance and 2nd being the people who enjoy dancing but don't really know how to dance. I need more friends to move on. Anyone wanna go O school or studio Wu to learn dancing? I want to join O school but doesn't seem to have the time... sigh....

So I guess I decided to dance again now.... hopefully my leg won't hurt anymore.Alright.. time to study for tomorrow BA test... Good luck everyone...

16 January 2010

16/1

It's 11.45PM now.. phew.. let's see erm.. today I had my korean language class.. it's getting harder and harder, tougher and tougher but I kinda like it because I think Korean language is one of the most interesting language in the world. This is my point of view and I know some people won't agree with me. It's ok. Everyone of us will only believe in what we believe.

So erm.. my sis told my mum yesterday that she can connect to the internet now but she didn't thank me. This shows how angry she is. LOL...

Anyway, I spent around 4 hours playing games... then I was about to do my marketing project and study for BA test on monday and suddenly, my dad asked me to call Mac delivery as he is hungry. LOL.. so I called McDonald and seriously, I think McDonald's service is excellent. The person on the phone told me my food will be here within 30 mins and it's true. It's incredibly fast. They pick up the call immediately without making the customer wait for more than 30 secs.

So the food arrived and I was eating....eat and eat... I drank a medium milo,ate a medium fries, 6 Mcnuggets and 1 Fish burger. super delicious lah(first time using singlish in my blog). So kinda full... but after eating, I looked at the cup of milo and thought of my dead brother.. he used to play with the cup..you know.. those buttons that you can press.. there are 3.. mainly diet, coke or others. So those buttons reminded me of him and I miss him a lot... I miss my uncle too.... who died a few months ago. Love you all...

So after eating.... I did my marketing project on promotion and sent to everyone in my group. But hmm.. it's a little hard to do because we wasn't taught the chapter on promotion yet. I hate marketing!!!!!!!!! It's a subject that I don't understand. And I don't know how the hell I manage to get A in my mid sem test. I must be psycho.

It's 11.59PM now.. I manage to blog before 12AM... HAHA.... that's why the slogan for Richard's blog is 'a blog of an ordinary boy who never fails to blog daily'.

15 January 2010

15/1

Hmm.. had 2 tutorials today. Just got my Mio modem fixed because last night, the wireless isn't broadcasting at all so I couldn't connect to the internet. Got back home and I tried to connect to the internet using the Ethernet cable and it's connected. So there is something wrong with the wireless. I opened my IP address page and I saw that the password for the wireless settings have been changed. Damn it.. my ass hole sis went to change the pass and that's the reason why the wireless can't broadcast at all.

I can connect to the wireless but her laptop can't. That's why she is unhappy. In addition we are quarreling badly. So I called my mum to tell her that I solved the wireless problem and asked my mum to tell my sis to check if she can connect when she comes back. But fuck her, she threw her temper at my mum and said nasty things about me. So seriously I was damn angry because I believe fixing the wireless is the right thing to do. I didn't do wrong. She's just unhappy that my laptop can connect while she cannot. How I wish she can just fuck off with her kao pei kao bu attitude. I don't mean to be evil but this type of person deserve to be beaten up by some strangers out there. Hate her to the core.

And erm... I hope I can control my temper... If not I will seriously beat her up one day. My sis is the first girl in this world that ever make me wanna beat a girl up. And if I do it, she will call the police for sure. Trying my best to bear with it...

14/1

ok.... I actually failed to blog yesterday because the wireless was down. I was doing all my homework and after that, I played viwawa a while and I was told to go down take care of Riyan. So I went down and etc etc.... when I come back up, my laptop can't even find the wireless network of mine.. It's not broadcasting. So I have no choice.

Hmm... nothing much actually happened on 15/1. Oh erm.... I had a dream yesterday... It's pretty weird as she actually appear inside my dream at an unknown resort...

Hmm.. that's all for 15/1. Hopefully my wireless will be up soon.

13 January 2010

13/1

Hmm... nothing much happened today. I had my CDS group assignment... drank 2 cups of shot glass of Soju, drank finish my Heineken... walked around the school with my face red and forgetting who am I..... went to print marketing notes and ok.... during my marketing lecture, I was sitting beside qu xin and I was kinda sad because I prefer Paul Ng to teach us but he isn't present. I think Paul Ng is the best marketing lecturer as he is the only lecturer who can inspire me to listen because of his jokes. So there was this paper saying students can vote for a marketing teacher who inspired you to learn more about marketing.

So I was asking qu xin what's the name of our tutorial teacher as I forgot his name and he answered me 'why? you wanna vote for him because he gave you an A?' I felt kinda insulted and I was unhappy for what he said... because the qu xin that I know... will never criticise people like that.

I had lunch at biz park and hmm.. actually the western food is nice. Went to try it because sean told me that it's quite nice actually.After that I have micro tutorial.. was a boring one... then after school...hmm... followed yuwen's bus stats group to mensa to eat... Suddenly I received a call from mankirat asking me to meet up for project and so I did. Went there... amanda was doing the findings and we are left with the conclusions and recommendations. I was suppose to do the recommendations but mankirat wanted to do both because he has better understanding since he is doing the conclusion part.. So I was feeling kinda useless because I can't help out at all...So was kinda guilty...

After project ended, I went to her house and had our honeymoon...lol... I feel good when she is around me. Totally forgotten all my sadness...stress.... project.. everything that I used to worry about.

So erm.. came back home... opened my can of Carlsberg special brew and hmm.. I would say it's nicer than barons'.

12 January 2010

12/1/2010

Ok...today was actually quite a weird day for me... I am supposed to meet at 10am for my project meeting and my alarm rang at 8.45am. Normally I will wake up immediately once my alarm ring but today...the weird thing is that I didn't. I off the alarm and slept back again. So when I wake up, I realise that it's 9.15am now and I am gonna be late. So I quickly get up and brush my teeth... etc and went out to take bus 22/55/854.

I can't really remember was it bus 25 or 55 that I took but on the way from my house to Ubi, I saw several weird stuff. I was sitting near the bus window so I can see what's happening outside. At 9.45am, I saw a traffic police. In hokkien, we call it 'white head police'. Basically because traffic police need to wear white uniform. So he was talking to a lorry driver. I wonder did his speed exceed the speed limit or what? Why is he stopped? So the bus went off and 5 mins later, I saw the same situation happen. I saw another traffic police and he is also talking to a lorry driver. So I was thinking did this driver speed? Why is he stopped early in the morning? So the bus went off and 5 mins later again, I saw an accident notice board placed near a bus stop. It kinda saying something like they are looking for witness for the accident, if found, pls call XXX.

I felt strange... why did I see so many police-related stuff today? So the bus went off and nothing really exciting after that...had my project meeting...then micro lecture...then marketing tutorial.

Oh... I got back my marketing mid sem test result and I would say I was shocked....because I seriously didn't expect this. I remember after taking this marketing test long ago, I have no confidence in passing it at all. So I was praying for a C+ today but I got an A instead. Truthfully, until now I still don't believe that I got A for this super-duper-hard subject called marketing.

After knowing that I got A for marketing, I was quite happy as currently in this semester, I got all A for all my subjects for mid sem test including my CDS. So erm... I am starting to like the taste of Soju...not to forget my new created drink called MaekSo bomb.

After school I went out to have dinner with her and her family. Hmm.. as usual..her father ask me questions and I answer... So while we were chatting, I followed what h-k taught me regarding the rules of Soju and so I volunteered to pour some for them as a form of respect and the chatting and getting to know each other was great.


11 January 2010

11/1/2010

Hmm.. as usual, I had my POM lecture at 9am and BA tutorial at 11am. Had a mock class test but didn't expect it to be open book. So 2pm+ I started my bus stats project meeting all the way to 5pm. We are behind time so we got to rush.

Hmm.. there are a few extraordinary weird stuff happening today and I seriously find them so weird that they can hardly occur.

Anyway, decided to start studying my BTT starting from today as the test is on 8 Feb.

I created a new drink(alcoholic) called MaekSo Bomb. I posted the video in my facebook. Check it out if you want to. It's just mixing alcoholic drinks to form a new taste. So I mixed Heineken with Korea's famous Soju.

10 January 2010

10/1/2010

Hmm.. Today I installed my N95 PC suite because I know my wife's software is outdated. So I went to download the latest software and installed it in my phone. Luckily I took out my memory card. Because when the installation is complete, my phone got restore to factory settings. So I insert in my memory card and start to adjust the settings.... and I found out a new feature that I never had before.

There is this thing called rotate screen and there are 2 options. The first is automatic and the second is off.
So I tried auto and wow...damn nice.. the screen can also rotate according to my motion. It's kinda like a sensor. When you rotate your phone anti-clockwise 90 degree, the screen will also rotate anti-clockwise 90 degree. That's how cool it is. Totally love it...It make me feel like it's a brand new Nokia N95-2nd edition.

9/1/2010

Soz...had my Korean language class at 1.30pm as usual. Ended at 3pm then my mum wanted to meet me at Tampines mall at 4pm to buy chinese new year clothes for me. So I arrive there at around 3.30pm and straight away, I went to NTUC to buy my fav. So I bought Heineken and Carlsberg special brew. :o I wonder will Carlsberg special brew taste nicer than baron's? Cause the special brew is also 8.8%. When I go to the cashier to pay, she demanded me to show my IC because she say I look too young. So ok..I showed her and she took 1 min to calculate that I am born in 1991 so now is 2010....I am legal age. lol.

After that I went to Tampines 1 sake Inn to shop.. didn't buy any as they are seriously expensive. So I went to sol mart..the Korean shop and somehow..I really miss their rice wine.. It's one of the best wine I ever had. I forgot the name of the brand that I drank before in Parkway but I only know it's canned drink. I search around and couldn't find any. So I asked the staff(korean lady) whether they have canned rice wine and immediately, she tell me that I am a student....she can't sell it to me.. I was like wtf? So I told her I am legal age to buy it.Sigh... that's when she is finally willing to tell me that they don't sell it here. They sell the bigger packet one but that's not what I want.The brand is different. So I didn't buy it too.

I realise that due to import tax, foreign stuff are selling double the price. Meaning if Item A cost $10 in Korea, it will cost $20+ in Singapore.

4pm and my mum called me to wait for her at the MRT station. Oh man.. I waited till 5pm then they arrive. So went shopping in Tampines mall, T1, century square to buy my clothes.

Today I experienced several memorable moment. I saw a little boy playing at a machine..those machine that you have to insert $1 coin to play.He was around  6 or 7 years ago and guess what? I was shocked when I saw him taking out his Sony Ericsson walkman phone. I understand that in this modern world now, it's common for young kids to own a mobile phone. But do you parents out there seriously know how fucking dangerous it is to let your kid own one actually? 

So I told my grandma to look at him and I said sigh...the world has changed so much...I first got my hp when I was sec 1 which means 13 years old. I was thinking that if someone snatched his hp and ran away, this poor little boy would have cried because definitely he can't run as fast as that guy and there is nothing he can do. In conclusion, parents should not give a handphone to their child at such a young age.


The 2nd memorable moment is when I was at century square, I was at a particular level and my family and I was walking to the lift but we saw accident happened. I finally understand why government say that escalator is dangerous. You know...in Singapore, escalator have those yellow borders and it says please stand inside the yellow box area. There was this little girl who didn't stand inside the yellow area and when the escalator is reaching the end, her shoe got stuck and her shoe got tear into 2 parts. It's scary to see that happening and luckily, she wasn't hurt.  The escalator immediately stopped working and everyone have to walk down the escalator as if it's staircase.

08 January 2010

8/1/2010 cloudy+rainy weather

Hmm.. had my POM tutorial early in the morning 11am. The air-con was really cold as it's directly blowing towards the place where I sat and so I took out my bottle of baron's and started drinking to keep myself warm. But the strange thing is that it only manage to keep me warm for a moment before I feel cold again. So the alcohol was starting to take effect but I took out my sake and drink again. So felt sleepy and slept during POM tutorial.

Got back my business statistics result and hmm.. expected higher again..LOL... I was expecting around 48/50 as it is a open-book test but I only got 45/50 which was really lousy. But nvm.. I can't change the marks anyway.

So far out of my 5 subjects, I got back 4 and I achieved my goals of getting all As except for marketing.
I don't expect an A for my marketing as it is really difficult. During my last marketing tutorial, my teacher was saying something like I did quite well for marketing. But I don't believe...I don't even have the confidence to pass marketing actually. I would be satisfied if I am able to get a B for marketing.

A few hours ago I was fixing my singtel mio broadband as the person told my dad that today if I use the new broadband, the internet speed will be faster. But after installing the new one, there isn't any DSL reply. So I can't use. sigh.... I think must call singtel to activate the DSL first. 

07 January 2010

7/1/2010 rainy and cold weather

Went to school for lecture early in the morning 9am and the weather is so cold because it's raining. So as to keep my body warm, I drank beer....as usual. Hmm.. nothing much happen in school today actually.

 At 5pm, I went to fetch my brother back and when I arrive,the door wasn't open yet. So me and my mum had to wait outside. While standing outside, I could hear the teachers saying alright,please line up if you want to go home. Please do not rush out when I open the door. OK?
So I heard those childrens saying ok. The funny part is when the teachers asked everyone whether can they rush out when she open the door, one kid actually said can. HAHA.. it's seriously damn funny. Lucky that kid wasn't my brother. So the door opened and my brother was the first one in the queue. :)

Alright.. time for me to do homework and project. Good luck to everyone who happen to see this post.LOL

06 January 2010

6/1/2010 Rainy weather

This morning when I was having my CDS, my teacher suddenly asked me am I from China? I said no and in my mind I was like wth? He said my accent sounds like one?LOL...
Had a boring marketing lecture and I still prefer Mr.Paul Ng.
Took my micro results back and hmm.. wasn't really what I expected but it's ok..still an A.
I have achieved my aim of getting all As for all subject except for marketing.But most of my As are extreme low As.

After school I met up with her and we went shopping. I went to a Japanese shop and bought kiku-masamune ginjyo sake(清酒)aka rice wine. It's $10 and the alcohol percent is 16%.This is not the highest percent I drank today. I drank a little and hmm.. korean rice wine is better than japanese rice wine.But the japanese sake that I bought is very cooling. It gives you cooling effect in your mouth when you drink it...what a nice sensation. We walk pass a korean shop and decided to go in. We saw many different types of soju (烧酒) and it's sort of expensive..LOL...

So she was telling me that I got to try drinking soju and get used to it because very soon, her father will invite me to a group gathering where I have to drink 'one shot' of shot glass. So I bought chamisul, the most popular variety of soju in korea. It's $15.90 and the alcohol percent is 20.1%. This is the highest percent I drank so far in my life. So after shopping, I went to her house and her father wasn't at home. Her mum was cooking and we started doing our own stuff.lol...

I opened the bottle of soju and I wanted to try the first sip but she stopped me.She said there are some rules for drinking soju in Korea that I got to follow.I have to follow these rules as it represent disrespect if I don't. So I got to take note of all these rules when I drink with her dad.

She said RULE 1: You need a shot glass to drink it. So she went to take it and cool..it's a cute cup that can contain around 50-100mL. I wanted to pour it into my shot glass when she stopped me again...

Rule 2: Don't ever pour soju for yourself. It is against traditional custom in Korea to fill one's own glass. Instead, it must be filled by someone else at the table. This promotes a spirit of thoughtfulness and camaraderie.

Rule 3: In Korean culture, using two hands to offer and accept items is considered an act of respect. Accordingly, if one's glass is going to be filled by a superior, one should hold the glass with both hands. Similarly, when pouring soju for an elder, one holds the bottle with both hands.

So I poured for her and she poured for me...lol.. sounds fun.. Generally, Korean girls don't really like Soju. In my opinion, this is because Soju isn't that nice to drink and Soju is strong. Most of the time, only boys will like it. So she told me if girls drink Soju in Korea, they will create Soju bomb.I don't know what is Soju bomb until she tell me it's just mix and match with other drinks such as coca-cola, plain water. This would improve the taste, weaken the alcohol and reduce the smell of Soju which Korean girls dislike.

Rule 4: To pour a drink, hold the bottle in the right hand with the left hand touching the right forearm or elbow; this peculiar arm position originated from the practice of holding back the sleeve of the hanbok so that it wouldn't touch the table or the food.
Similarly, when receiving a drink, rest the glass in the left palm and hold it with the right hand, perhaps bowing the head slightly to show additional respect. You can also hold the glass using the same hand positions as when pouring. Pouring and receiving with just the right hand by a senior, or between equals, is common in normal situations.

Rule 5: Koreans often say "one shot", a challenge to everyone in the group to down their glass in one gulp.

Rule 6: A glass should not be refilled unless completely empty and should be promptly refilled once empty; it is considered rude to not fill someone else's glass when empty.

I guess I got to remember all these 6 rules.After drinking the shot glass of soju, I don't really like the taste. It has burning effect in my mouth when I drink it and it's strong. So after drinking just 50-100mL, I can't take it anymore... I felt sleepy and slept for an hour. Had dinner at her house and wow... delicious food again.

Came back home and my room lamp was spoilt. Just got it fixed.

Riyan

soz.. Riyan is my younger brother who is 4 years old this year. Today is the 2nd day he go to school. He doesn't really like playing with strangers. Just like me...LOL..but seriously, when I was young like him, I didn't wanted to talk to anyone at all. I was thinking... who are they? So erm.. I heard he has been crying because after he enter the classroom, mum will leave and once he saw that mummy is disappeared, he will cry. haha... got to get used to it..bro.

05 January 2010

5/1/2010 Sunny day, unhappy mood.

Hmm.. was quite disappointed with my POM result as I expected higher than what I actually get. But sigh... nvm... it's time to focus on project and final exam. I was sitting at design school canteen today and you know... have you ever sat down, keep quiet and watch people who are around you? Observe what they are doing, listen to what they are saying, see what their body language is trying to say. I see lots of things today. Anyway, I am trying to find out an answer for a IQ question. The question is 'when does a pen not a pen?'

04 January 2010

Studying very hard for the BTT.... jia you!

4/1/2012 rainy weather, happy mood

Hmm.. have been finding substitutes for alcohol and I think I found a couple of them. Anyway, TP co-operated with singtel to provide wireless@SG in TP campus. This means that I can use my phone wi-fi to use the internet anytime.HAHA.. but the speed is slow though.

After school I went to ComfortDelGro Driving Centre to register for my basic theory test(BTT) for driving.Took a queue number and waited for around an hour and my number is called. So I paid $10 for opening an account, $6 for the test and $3.40 for the textbook. The strange thing is that they don't accept cash. So I had to pay by NETS.

My BTT is on 8 of Feb right after school.

03 January 2010

3/2/2010 Rainy weather, bad mood.

Wanted to go out to buy something but it's raining. So I guess I got to stay at home. Hmm... I didn't drink today...it's a good sign. Anyway, what actually happened yesterday night was that because of me, my sis and dad quarrel with each other and almost result in physically fighting. So they were scolding vulgarities... Chee bye here, kan nin na there... I know it's my fault so I tried to stop them. So everything was alright then my mum came back home and my sis start to complain to my mum...as usual, saying that I have been using the com for hours, refuse to off... But come on... if you were to look at teenagers outside, I am sure all of them are worse than me.

They play dota,CS,maple,L4D all those games. I didn't even play one before.All I wanted was freedom... the freedom that a 18 years old teenager would have. That's why I refuse to listen to my sis and the quarrel happens... So now my sis hate me like hell. I hate her too.

Erm.. right now in my secret storage, there is half a bottle of vodka and a can of baron's left. But I don't intend to drink anymore. As what Hup said, it may worsen it only... I guess to stop drinking, I got to find substitutes.

02 January 2010

sigh

first of all, thanks to my fucking sister, i cant use my laptop. I seriously hate it when she acted like my mum and interfere my life. Got so irritated that i almost scolded her fuck off. Anyway. . Oh man. . . Today one of the consolation in 4D is 3705 if i am not wrong. I bought 0358 with 24 permutation. :'(

screen protector

Oh...almost forgot.. on 31 dec 2009, I went to kovan to have my lunch. I saw this pasar malam roadside stall selling accessories for handphone so I remembered that long ago when my wife was spoilt, she lost the screen protector. So I wanted to buy one and I know it cost around $7 for just the rectangle transparent protector. So I just went to ask the boss how much is your screen protector for N95 and he told me $6. So I was like hmm.. ok... erm... I am going to have my lunch now. I will come back later to buy it.

But then the owner refuse to let me go. He lowered the price to $5 and asked me what's my budget? So I told him I don't really have a budget. I will be back later. And the owner refuse to let me go again. Finally, he lowered the price to just $4 and ok, I bought it. LOL.... I have never ever tried bargaining the price in pasar malam before.. feels kinda good.haha... Finally my wife have screen protector to protect her.

2/01/2010 Fine weather, headache.

Today I had my korean lesson at 1.30pm. I arrived at 1.15pm and decided to go 7-eleven. I saw vodka, blackcurrant and raspberry flavour and I bought the blackcurrant one. It's expensive. 275ml, glass bottle is $6.35. I thought the alcohol is 10% but after paying it, I saw that it's just 8%. So I drank it all within 15 mins..just take my time and had my korean lesson. My face turn red as usual and it captured my teacher's attention. So I told him I am fine and the lesson carried on. After lesson, we had a self study lesson.I went down to 7-eleven again and bought the raspberry vodka. I don't really know why did I buy it but just feel like drinking one more time. Raspberry vodka taste like F&N cherry.LOL... I want to try vodka that is above 10% in alcohol but they didn't sell. I drank half and left half of it. Storing it in my secret place now.

I promise today is the last day I will drink alcohol till feb. I won't break my promise anymore.

So after that, I went to comfort Delgro to register for my basic theory test. Oh man..I got there at 4.15pm and the person told me they close at 3pm. Why so early? :( So I will register next week.

After drinking 1.5 bottle of vodka, I feel headache out of the blue. It's the first time I feel headache after drinking.haha... shall take a nap now.. feel sleepy.

alcohol

Hmm.. I liked alcohol. I consider myself addicted to alcohol. I remembered the first beer I ever drank was heineken. I couldn't finish it. Almost vomited. Then I went on to try every beer. Tiger,carlsberg,heineken,baron's. Cause it's cheap ma.LOL... slowly as time pass, I get used to the bitterness. I heard of vodka before and I know there are many 'flavor'. raspberry all that.. but I have yet to try because it's a little expensive to me. The highest alcohol percent I ever tried is 8.8%, baron's. Vodka exceeds 8.8%. Most of them are 10% and above. So I scared I buang.LOL... I will wait till one day,after feb, I will buy korea's soju. In chinese we call it 烧酒。Soju alcohol percentage is too high. Range from 20% to 45%.If you aren't used to it and drink too fast, you will faint within mins. So I am going to use the smart way. I buy a bottle and keep it in my secret storage. Then day by day, I drink just 50ml. LOL

BTT

decided to take BTT(basic theory test) for my car driving license next week. Hopefully I can pass the test.

korea's law of age

The law of age in korea states that the age of koreans will start counting once they are in the mother's womb. Just like we chinese, this means that when they are born, they are considered 1 year old already. In korea, the legal age to drink is 20. It's year 2010 now. This means that people in korea who are born in 1991 should be considered 19 years old after their 2010 birthday. But because of the law of age, they are 20 years old. On 8 Aug 2010, h-k will be considered 20 years old in korea while I am still 18 in Singapore.LOL

1 Jan 2010. Fine weather, happy mood.

I went to see h-k's father today as promised. Well... I would say my first impression of him is that he is a very strict man. So I greeted him with fear in my heart and we sat down to have breakfast. After eating, the interview begin. It was an one-to-one talk so h-k and her mum couldn't hear what I was being asked. So basically I just answered his questions and I would say he isn't really a strict man at all.

Hmm... so after the talk is over, I went to their house with them and h-k started asking me what her father asked me.LOL... I can't tell her as I was told not to tell. So she got petty and acted childish. haha... super cute of her when she acted childish.

So erm..went home at 3pm with good mood. My family wanted to go to Parkway so I company them.

I wanted to buy Andersen's of Denmark ice-cream as I am a member and went to buy it when my family enter cold storage. After eating my ice-cream, I went in this Korean shop called Seoul Mart.

I saw cans of rice wine and I remembered h-k told me to try Korea's rice wine before.Personally, I wanted to try rice wine long ago too. I looked at the price and it's super expensive. The can of rice wine is only 240ml(smaller compared to my favorite baron's) , the alcohol volume is only 7%(lower compared to baron's which is 8.8%) and it cost me $4.90 per can(baron's cost $3+). 

So I took a can of rice wine to the cashier and the person(nationality: Korean) asked me 'how old am I'. So I said 'I am 18' but the cashier told me I can't buy. So I wondered why and I said sorry? She asked me  '18 can buy alcohol?' In my mind I was like wth? So I told her politely that in Singapore, 18 is the legal age to buy wine. So she replied me saying 'oh...because in korea,20 is the legal age.' I wanted to tell her that hey look, this is Singapore here. We don't follow korea law here. But since she finally scanned the barcode, I walked off with my rice wine. 

I was told from h-k that in korea, due to the cold weather, she always drink wine to keep her warm. But she is underage to buy in korea.So her brother will always buy for her. Rice wine is one of her favorite.  After having the first taste, I was like OMG... it's damn nice. I can't believe rice wine is even nicer than my favorite baron's. It's not bitter at all. So I drank it within 20 secs and after 5 mins, my face start to turn red. My mum saw it and she asked why was my face red. I can't hide. So I told her the truth. Surprisingly, she didn't scold me. She just said to me do you know that rice wine is one of the hottest wine? The 'hot' means the temperature.Not the meaning of 'popular'. She went on to say that in korea, people drink because of the extreme cold weather. But in Singapore, it's not suitable to drink rice wine.LOL..

So she went on and on... I only remember the last sentence that she say. She say 'I don't even dare to drink such a strong type of wine..how could you dare?' lol... sorry mum.. I can't tell you that I have been drinking outside. Sorry to h-k too...I promised you I won't drink till Feb but I broke my promise. Hope you can forgive me. Love.

01 January 2010

choices

The main topic is choices. Life is full of choices. Whether to change or not, only one itself can decide. When I was young, I didn't know my mum actually disallow me to have gf. So in sec 2, I was caught having one and she warned me not to have gf anymore. From sec 3 onwards, I chose to disobey her and continued because I wanna be loved. Who don't?

When I was in sec 4,I totally changed. I gave myself 2 choices. 1) To drink. 2) To smoke. Because of the high price of cigarettes,I decided to choose choice 1. 

After years of drinking, now I suddenly feel I may take up smoking. I know it's a stupid decision. The price is even more expensive than the past, it's harmful to my body and my family is traditionally no smoking meaning no one in my family smoke.All these factors made me think twice. So kinda confused.

LSRGK

hmm.. here to blog about LSRGK. Well, everytime when I blog about LSRGK, it shows a bad sign. So if you see me blogging about LSRGK in my blog, it means that something bad has happened that make me sad. I will post it in facebook if it's a good sign. So erm... guys... all of us know the recent strike/protest/quarrel were just joking... But what happens if I say that the quarrel was actually real? I can't do anything to help because I know his character. So the best I can do is to let time heal the wound.. hopefully the 5 of us can go out soon.

31/12/2009. Fine weather, sucky day.

Wanted to go find h-k this afternoon but my mum insisted on going out. So I have no choice but to follow her. Hmm.. her father is with her by now. Anyway, went to marina bay(near the merlion) and sat there waiting for countdown for 2010. I didn't enjoy it.Instead, I hated it as there were lots of people pushing. In front of me is a group of Indians.. OMG... I don't have to say why did I say omg..you will know.. then behind me is a group of foreigners including ah tiong, indonesians mix blood with chinese and huan kia. With these people surrounding, who would have enjoyed it?

When it's 12AM, the fireworks start. It's nice. My family said that it's nicer than last year's fireworks. And it's longer. So had a hard time walking with the crowd to clarke quay MRT station to board to kovan. When the train stops at dhoby ghaut, everyone came in and within 1 sec, I found out that I am surrounded by 3 types of people. 1) Indians. 2) Ah tiong. 3) Caucasians. 

I didn't really care about those ah tiong because they aren't worth my attention.. not that I am racist, I noticed the caucasians talking about the Indians so I decided to listen to what are they saying. I only manage to hear 2 words. They said 'it stinks'. So I can confirm they are talking about the Indians. Fortunately, the indians got off at little india.

*fast forward*

When I reach kovan, there wasn't any bus available anymore. So we took a cab home. Super tiring day.